Paintings in My Mind

2008-07-14T22:51:00.005+08:00

Stay for the memories,
Proceed to the new blogger for the updates,
& livejournal for the emotions.

Life is full of choices.

www.michmatherji2.blogspot.com

2008-02-29T00:42:00.002+08:00

Though I've shifted to www.michmatherji2.blogspot.com for a couple of months now, I still come back here once in a while.. for this place holds my best and my worst days. The year where I was still in love, fallen outta love and when my life when all crazy (2006).. everything's here.

love,
mitch

2007-10-19T01:01:00.000+08:00

moved.
to http://www.michmatherji2.blogspot.com/

EXHAUSTED

2007-10-16T00:44:00.000+08:00

3 consecutive days of work at Coach & CAAS training has really drained me. So exhausted that even sleeping may not make me feel better..

Never been this tired.
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CAAS training on monday was shite! It was so boring I almost DIED!! It was from 8-5, mind you! With 2 15-min breaks and an hour lunch!! It was TOOO long! Luckily I had Meiyin, Sam Yeo & 2 girls who went for the same interview, with me.. together with sooo many TP people. One girl told me I was in the same Psychology class as her 2 sems back, but I don't remember! I am THAT bad with faces :(

I saw Shawn and he told me that he & Keagan were having their attachments there!

Meiyin & I were either talking nonsense or stoning through it all. She and Sam were good company, and we even attempted to run away! Run away from the boredom as well as the cold! But I had to say I enjoyed one or two of the activities, especially with Meiyin as my partner. Meiyin spells nonsense!
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JS and I met at Blk 57 Bedok market for brunch, and shopped at Watson's for a really long time! We walked out of the store with quite a lot of stuffs! =D

I was in the mood to spend/waste money today!! I initially wanted to shop alone before meeting Jason & Yane, but we pushed the meeting time forward, so I didn't have much opportunity to spend much :( I'll not be satisfied until I spend the money!! Grr!!

Caught 'Brave One' at TM with Jason & yane. Good show! =D It was intense man, INTENSE!! And I find it really true; you are not, and can't be the same person after you lose someone dear to you. Says Jodie Foster,"I miss who I was with him."

I went to buy my epilator (finally, after so many years) and left to meet my parents and dad's usual gang. It was a short meeting with Jason & Yane. Really sorry guys! Tonight we celebrated Aunt Sophia's birthday at a steamboat restaurant at Bukit Timah. Cold and wet day, just the right weather to enjoy a steamboat meal!

After dinner we headed back to Uncle John's place, where we enjoyed wine, Godiva chocolates and Japanese foodstuffs over talks. The three dogs never fail to liven things up! Adorable to the max!
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I should have somewhere else where I can put up pictures!

2007-10-14T22:58:00.000+08:00

Taking eddee's advice.

-added- haha now I'm not sure if it's good advice. That's a huge ass picture of myself! I can even see the fine hairs on my face!, and the moles!, and pimples!, and lines...... Ok, I shall not continue.

SO HOW NOW?! better advice, anyone?
HELP!!!

2007-10-12T01:14:00.000+08:00

err apparently i can't upload any more pictures on blogger.
watermelon the fruit (as eddee would say)
or water the flower (as JS would say)

HOW??

BUBBLY FACED ME

2007-10-07T02:23:00.000+08:00

okay, SOME pictures are up. I'm tired. The remaining will be posted another day.
Loves~
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VISIT http://www.secretaffair88.blogspot.com NOW!!!

Sherlyn & Anita's online shop!
Have fun shopping!! =D
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I had a wonderful week! Other than a bit of mood swing & a pinch of bitchiness.

1 OCTOBER 2007, MONDAY
ANITA'S YR1 CLASS CHALET right beside OCH! Brr!! Mosquitoes love me (read: my blood) to bits! I wish they would hate me though. Anita's greatest enemies were there! Loads of cats!! heh heh :) Nothing much though, just food and poker cards.. and time spent with my dear Tata.

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2 OCTOBER 2007, TUESDAY
Overslept and was late for the interview at Chin Swee Road. JS was nice (yet again), he was waiting for me at my void deck & we cabbed down. Then we headed down to town for lunch and had a lot of fun at GAP Kids.

Vivien was super sweet! She knew I was in town & she had an appointment in the afternoon there. So before heading to town, she made a trip to Bugis to get for JS & me avocado juice! JS & her hit off pretty well :)

Later, both of them accompanied me to work at the airport! So sweet of them!!! The bus ride was craziee! But I've been warned not to post most pictures...

We were in the bitchy mood. The entire day! =P

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3 OCTOBER 2007, WEDNESDAY
1B21 GATHERING
I was really lazy to get out of the house & was hesitant to go, but with much persuasion from ShinYi & Sherilyn, I went.

1st, to Bungy Bar at Clark Quay

2nd, to a KTV bar (ching chong place recommended by Mr Lim Chee How) at Boat Quay. We downed a barrel of beer playing games.

3rd, cabbed down to Zouk. We waited for cab for almost an eternity. Sherilyn couldn't get in, Chee How went off with her. Shin Yi, Gerald & me danced the night away at Mambo. I'm really getting old. I can't last till 4am anymore! Especially when I haven't worn my high heels for quite a while. It was fun anyhow. Somehow, the cab ride back was more expensive than anything else!

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4 OCTOBER 2007, THURSDAY
Went to the gym with Vivien & went grocery shopping. Bought back chicken & peppers, and whisked a simple & delicious meal for my family!

After work, I headed down to Vivien's place. Jia Qiang wanted to take us out. I asked JS to join us since Vivien & him already met, and JS stays across the road from Vivien. We drove all the way to Holland V & headed back home.

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5 OCTOBER 2007, FRIDAY
Vivien accompanied me to work at Coach. I was in a terrible mood, I think nobody has ever seen me in such a mood. Thank God Vivien was very understanding. If I were her, I would be shouting, "WTF's wrong with you?! %^&* !!" But she didn't, and even collected the clothes I ordered online on my behalf!

Eddee & Alvin came to find me at Coach. Ed was really sweet. He came with a Cinnamon sugar pretzel for me! =D It was another day of going to work in a foul mood (much worse than the previous time), and leaving the store in a better mood.

Joy got her driving licence! Congrats sweetheart! She decided to bring me out for a spin around our neighbourhood. We ended up at the HK cafe at Siglap, and Terence & Kelvin turned up and gave her a pleasant surprise! I was supposed to meet Wayne to get the zoo tickets from him, but he slotted it under my door for me!

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6 OCTOBER 2007, SATURDAY
Eddee & I got up really early & went grocery shopping, buying stuff to bring for our picnic at the zoo. It was done last minute cuz we couldn't confirm that we'll get the tickets. All the shopping was done while JS was still sleeping!

ZOO was uber fun, other than the guys having too much attention on animals' genitals. GAHH! The picnic was good too, with many uninvited guests. And because they turned up uninvited, the guys were extremely disturbed by it, and started killing them. Poor ants!!

Eddee left earlier with his parents. JS & I made our way back to the east feeling super exhausted. I was so tired that I was able to fall asleep on the bus, even when JS was disturbing me by jabbing my side and constantly poking my arm! If you know me, you'll know that I don't fall asleep on buses easily. Plus the annoying person annoying me, you can only guess how tired I was. But the annoying person was nice. He sent me to my doorstep! :)

We took TOO many pictures! Eddee, send them over!!

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7 OCTOBER 2007, SUNDAY
Still suffering from the exhaustion, so I lazed at home the whole day, leaving for work only in the evening. Work with Sherlyn was full of nonsense! We were amusing ourselves with weird languages & role playing!!

Coincidentally, Mr Eric Ng was at the airport to send his friend off. He came and find us. After work, Sher went home. Mr Ng & I headed to Simpang for supper & catch up! Haven't seen him since he left for London 2 years ago! He still hasn't changed! hahaha.

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Vivien went shopping and bought me a hairbrush cuz she knows how cha-chat my brush is, and has been for the longest time.

my babe: here's my promise made tonight, you can count on me for life. Cause that's when I love you, when nothing you do could change my mind.

I really have great friends. They're more than I asked for. I can't be more grateful. I love them all!
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I need to escape says:
I WANT U TO MYSELF

So I changed my display picture to make him happier.
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-Maybe I'll add pictures to the post when I wake up-

I remember the way that you move
You're dancing easily through my dreams
It's hitting me harder and harder with all your smiles
You are crazy gentle in the way you kiss

2007-10-06T03:44:00.000+08:00

We're going to the zoo, zoo, zoo!
How about you, you, you?
You can come too, too, too!
We're going to the zoo, zoo, zoo!

YAY!!!

I need to be up in 3 hours. GAH!

JS IS LOVE

2007-09-30T00:10:00.000+08:00

This afternoon, Jiasheng was asking me weird questions, like whether I'll be home at night. And when I asked why, he merely said he was bored. His reason had absolutely no link! I suspected something fishy, but I was with Vivien, so I forgot about it pretty soon.

I was reminded of it again when he messaged me at 9+PM. He asked if work's ended. I related my suspicions to Anita, then called him to confront him. He then told me that he's got a surprise for me, and that he'll meet me at my void deck!

While we were waiting for bus home, I told Tata what I predicted it to be:
(1) Return me my photo album (He's doing me a favour but the album has been with him for quite a while already. That day he just told me that he's forgotten all about it.)
(2) Donuts!! =P

I WAS RIGHT!! I was so happy & so high that I was dancing!! It's this little dance by a little yellow creature (an emoticon) that I have on MSN. My shy shy boy :D MY good friend!...

... who does the stupidest things when he's with me...

... and cheers me up whenever I'm down...

... and I think he likes pointing the middle finger... ... and and and he OBVIOUSLY loves me! That makes me a very happy girl! This picture, taken after watching 'No Reservations'.
chunkychangkee.popgoesmycorn.
kekeke! our little secret. Too paiseh to say~I have a wonderful friend. I really do!

To LJS (hahaha long john silver):
Thank you for the donuts.
And thank you for being my good friend.

Lotsa hugs & kisses,
Michelle

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I saw this girl (butch) so many times today!
She came on bus 36 when I was with Vivien, on my way to the airport. We both alighted at Terminal 2. And when Tata & I were waiting for the sky train to take us to Terminal 1, I saw her with her friend & we got on the same train. After work, Tata & I were waiting for bus at the bus terminal & she walked over. We took the same bus, and got off at the same stop!

Maybe more times than I mentioned, but that's what I remember. Coolness man! So coincidental!
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Tata said my hair's grown quite a lot during the past few weeks. Maybe I should cut it again. Hair cutting is addictive.

Tata asked me to go for her class chalet since I know most of the people there, and that I went for their class' previous chalet too. And it's TOMORROW! I can't wait!! BBQ food, here I come! I miss DC & TW & the others!

Ok, bathe & sleep, before JS kills me. And meeting Vien in the morning! WOOHOO!
I'm so happy! & I'm starting to get hungry!

2007-09-29T01:34:00.000+08:00

scenic

All the love I have to give

MORE AUGUST UPDATES

2007-09-28T13:06:00.000+08:00

This post is long due.
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30TH AUGUST 2007, THURSDAY
AFTER LAST EXAM PAPER!!

WITH THE VERY FEW FRIENDS I HAVE IN 2B08 (just missing Gerald & Leslie, to be precise) AT BILLY BOMBERS

The food we had caused our conversation to be extremely suggestive. Every sentence anyone said would be twisted until it meant something that's not what I'd say pleasant. But it was tremendously fun! I miss u guys alr!

We just had another makan outing a while back.. prolly update it soon.

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THE 'LOVES' CHALET
JIASHENG & FARIZ'S (belated) BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

Eddee invited me to it. It was really crazy! And food was uberly good! Of course food will be good when there's a chef-to-be (Fariz) preparing the food! Fruit salad, chicken wings, sotong, fish, prawns, nuggets, sausages.. may seem like a typical BBQ, but the food was marinated to perfection. And the sambal chilli! woots! BEST la! Chef-to-be was very thoughtful too- he made a different sauce for people who don't take spicy food (JS). And we had some tart Shah made too! It looked too cute to be eaten!

Deliciously marinated chicken wings! Shah & Ed The sweet couple- Mel & Fariz The foodstuff! AND BANANAS IN THE FREEZER??!! Eddee & me One of Fariz's birthday present Shah & Mel GROUP SHOT!! (b4 JS came) Me, Riz, Mel, Shah, Ed. Personalised cups~ Eddee being stupid! He tied plastic bags to his feet cuz he was lazy to take his shoes off & put them on as he walk in & out of the room. Setting up... haha i like this! Ah Pek & shah myself with the ah pek All their hard work over the grill. WOOHOOOO!! They took many pictures of me eating cuz that's the only thing I was doing that night, other than cutting the fruits for the salad. Heh heh. BUT only cuz my contact lens were giving me problems (AGAIN!) that night. JiaSheng's "artwork" Me, ed, fariz Coco Extoic!!! DAMN nice lor.. The birthday boys!~ More group pictures Hello jiasheng! *waves* JS opening his prezzie! Then Alvin & Casper popped by~ Bamz dropped by too, but no pic of him. And it was nice of him to send me home~ Thinking of the food we had makes me hungry..
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Disturbing mummy =P I LIKE!!*
Justin's birthday celebration at Grandma's last Sunday.
Baby Herald's 1st birthday celebration at some chalet tomorrow.
Wee!

OOH HOO, WHO?

2007-09-26T14:50:00.000+08:00

GUESS WHO?

MY LAPPY'S SMASHED

2007-09-24T01:16:00.000+08:00

Seriously, wtf, Melissa Koh?! Why are you so damn stubborn? Why do you only realise you're at fault after something bad happens? Why are you always like this? Man, don't you ever learn? FUCK!! I really don't care if you're crying yourself to sleep right now.

Here I am using my fucked up laptop. Wonderful. I can't see shit. I'm so pissed.

STILL GOT THE BLUES

2007-09-23T04:37:00.000+08:00

It's almost 5am & I've just had the best conversation with Josh. It feels really good telling him stuffs, especially when my thoughts are so jumbled up. The way I related the event to him were so vague and missing so many parts that he had to ask me questions to understand what I was trying to tell him. Yes, that's how messed up my thoughts are at the moment. So messed up that I can't even voice them out in complete sentences. He made me realise the fishiness of the situation, and also told my no.1 weakness is, as though I don't already know. He said I must call him whenever I'm in trouble. I laughed, and got ticked off.
(HEH. He's 3 weeks behind in his school work cuz he's been in holiday mood & we've been talking a lot of nonsense..n abt us.)

Life hasn't been this low since last year. It isn't even THAT bad, so I'll be okay after a while. I just need some time to straighten up my thoughts. Being happy is the best motto to live by :D
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You know you really like your job when you enter those doors feeling down and stoned, but walked out of it at the end of the day, feeling exhausted but happy.

That's MY job at Coach.

FOR MY GOOD FRIENDS

2007-09-21T15:38:00.000+08:00

Hello Eddee, you're the best! I love you so. Thanks for calling. That was really sweet of you.

P/s, how's life saving? and the thing after that? all smooth?

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Eddee was supposed to call me after work yesterday, but he didn't. Then I got a call at 4 in the morning. EDDEE! He woke up just to call me! In his dreams, he remembered he was supposed to call me, so he woke up just give me a call, then went back to sleep again! How sweet is that?
(Though I might have killed him if he called when I was asleep)

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Things were not supposed to turn out the way they did this morning. Oh well.. guys ARE guys. How complicated can things get? Very complicated. I told Zelong that I just wanna prove myself wrong, but I was right. I thought I could be truthful & honest, and I was(btw) during the conversation.. BUT... ...

really, my past don't dictate who I am.

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And Jiasheng, thanks for always being there for me. I trust you with my thoughts and feelings. You're always willing to go the extra mile. Like I'll be meeting you in a while, just for a while, just because I'm down & need someone to talk before work. Thank you, I love you.

With the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child,
Michelle

OH GOSH, OH JOSH

2007-09-13T17:52:00.000+08:00

I've been really lazy to blog. The first week of my hols were basically spent at home, lazing about. Then this week, the 2nd week, has been pretty happening.

Starting from Sunday, 9th September:
Sunday: Melissa's birthday + Eddee stayed over
Monday: Lazed about the house with Eddee + dinner with Terence at Seah street Deli
Tuesday: Gym with Vivien + work for 3 hours + Beach Cabana with Vivien & Budhianto
Wednesday: Vivien came over + Dim Sum buffet with 2B08 + drinks at Singapore Sling + MAMBO!! with Joy
Thursday, that's today: Finally I get to stay home again :) then work in a while. Again, for 3 hours.

'Cuz Terence commented that he hasn't seen Josh's face on my blog... His school term started a few weeks back. He's gotten back his abs and he's really proud of them. HOW? Definitely not by tennis since he's already quit the S'pore team, but by STUDYING! That's how he is. He starves himself with the reason that there simply isn't time to eat when he's studying! Once I met up with him, he said he was hungry. I didn't expect him to be THAT hungry! And later, I found out that his last meal was more than 24hours ago! That's insanity!
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well i can't kiss you anymore
and i, i would honestly love you now
but i would lovingly let you down
oh i have the hardest time resisting you
and oh if you
if you feel the same way then how can we be friends?

he's right you know
we can't go on like this
and oh i try to give you everything
and if i fail well then i failed
but at least i gave you something
i could put my trust in giving up the heart
it makes the difference
and how could you afford to settle down
when i, i would promise to love you now
but i would lovingly let you down

MY SIS IS 13

2007-09-10T03:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, MELISSA!

I LOVE YOU, BABY GIRL! (:

Ok, that's all for now. It's 4am & Eddee's already asleep on the matress beside me. We had a wild, wild night. *wink*

2007-09-08T02:09:00.000+08:00

If you ever need someone to talk to, you know you have me. I believe you have my number.

DON'T WANNA MISS A THING

2007-09-07T03:22:00.000+08:00

not many people actually realise the 20cm missing off my hair. haha. more pics on LJ.

I slept at 5+ last night, thanks to my latest addiction- online shopping, and was woken up by Vivien at 9.. TO GO TO THE GYM! grr. but for her, I dragged my lazy ass out of head & headed to Jon's condo. He was still asleep, so we ordered quite a lot of food & pigged out! I know, like exercising will help when I eat so much. But it's ok :) I had a nice, long conversation with Vivien. I think all the stumbles in our lives make us realise so much- that we have so much more to live for. And through all the humps and bumps, we've changed for good. We share the same mindset on many issues now. We wanna try and make the most out of life, enjoying it from the simplest things in life, to the darker side of life. Conversations with her can go on forever, cuz we share the same (or similar) thoughts about almost everything. That is, other than her obsession with Indonesian guys.

First day of work at Coach (again). A few of my favourite people have left. Like Jim, the mother of bitch (tt's what everyone called him then), and Evon(transferred to another branch) the person who taught me everything when I worked there some time back. Luckily there's still Peipei, Andy & a few others.

I love my jobs for this hols! I have time to work & thus have money, and also have time to go out & spend the money! I LIKEEE!! =D

After work, Terence & Kel picked me up before turning to pick Joy, Tata & Sher who were shopping (WITHOUT ME!). He then dropped me off at Siglap where I met Wayne for Mas Ayu dinner! SHIOK! I was supposed to meet Josh, but I figured it was too late, seeing that there's work tmr.

MELISSA'S 13TH BIRTHDAY ON SUNDAY

and I have no idea what I should give her. Plus, work in the evening.

P/s: thanks for the ride. see u sooon. (:

SOME AUGUST '07 UPDATES

2007-09-06T13:12:00.000+08:00

24TH AUGUST 2007, FRIDAY
STUDYING AT SERANGOON GARDENS COUNTRY CLUB

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15TH AUGUST 2007, WEDNESDAY
CELEBRATING MUM'S BIRTHDAY AT LITTLE INDIA
TOGETHER WITH EDDEE & VIVIEN

After school, daddy came to pick me & vivien(she came to tp to meet me) 1st, then turned to pick mum, sis & eddee. It was Eddee's idea to bring my mum to this little shop in Little India, since my mum loves indian food. It was not my 1st time there- Ed brought me there a couple of times already. The food there is delicious & cheap!

We ordered a tableful of food! 2 plates of bryani with extra rice (chicken & mutton), poori, paper thosai, masala thosai, vadi & puthu mayam. It was so good we were eating very quickly (eating quickly & michelle usually don't go well together), and making a lot of noise! We were taking food off each other's plates and having so much fun that we didn't realise everyone was staring at us! Pity we didn't take pictures WHILE we were eating. So here are some before & after pictures.

Me, mummy & vivien. Daddy, Melissa & Eddee. Some of our food (= MY FAMILY, I love them so! That's us, satisfied, after the meal. The ladies, and the store name behind us I love my friends too! All these were taken when daddy went to check on his car, so no pictures of him. She loves my mum. Really :D There, my handsome one! We went walking around the area, and it's pretty interesting. Barbie in India?! okayy I love her. I love disturbing her & taking stupid pics of her too! Especially when she's at home, without makeup, and in the shabbiest clothes. She hates it when I do that. But I love those pictures. oooh weee Aladdin slippers. Where's the magic carpet? My BFF. Mel & dad in ABC shop - "the cheapest store in singapore". They claim to be the cheapest! If u manage to buy something cheaper elsewhere, they will give ur money back!! orange glasses? haha. need I say more? On the way home.. dum dee dum After that, Vivien & I went home to get our stuffs, and headed to Jonathan Sng's place for a swim! We swam till oneish before walking home. I love how my friends and parents get along =D

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10TH AUGUST 2007, FRIDAY
VIVIEN, MY BABE

Met up with Vivien after school that day for Cedele lunch! Yummilicious!! After our meal, we received Wild blueberry pancakes, complimentary from the chef! And it's heart shaped! =) We walked around and did some shopping And camwhored a bit There she is! =D And Jia Qiang joined us in the evening Aww! So sweet! He was blowing her eyelash glue dry. And we played those old school balloons in the car while waiting for Elsie (vien's sister) to join us Then we headed to Newton Circus, cuz Vivien the suah ku's never been there before.
Jia Qiang & Vivien. Me & Elsie
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ok, I need to do some online shopping now! Choosing A&F shirts for JS now. He's such an aunty. I've been choosing out the nice ones for him since forever! Maybe 2 hours already! haha.
Oh and work soon.

EMBRACE 'EM HOLIDAYS

2007-09-04T22:41:00.000+08:00

For once, my sweetheart woke up early! For me!!
(Ok, I think it was for MacDonald's breakfast, but nvm, I'd like to think she woke up for me)
And we went blading after that! Both of us haven't been blading and we were tired after a mere 45 mins! :(

Picture of the day! =D

That's us. She love playing with my phone's camera. She loves the weird functions it has LIPPIES!! Sweetheart, I KNOW u love me! EAST COAST PARK!!! (u look alright with ur new hairstyle, babe)*
And mummy cut my hair. Why on earth did I ask for a fringe when I know I don't look good with one? Itchy backside.
BLADING WITH ED TOMORROW!
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On to some updates:
27TH JULY 2007, FRIDAY
CLINIC & ZOUK BEFORE MCH WENT BACK TO SYDNEY

We (Yi Gin, Chao Hoe & me) had dinner at Swensens to start things off. A bad bad start. Food was HORRIBLE! Everything! I'm serious. I have no idea why the queue is so long. The food was way way way below average.

After dinner, the plan was to head down to Harry's for a drink or two. BUT! I made us get on the wrong bus TWICE, and we ended up at Chinatown. From there, we decided to take the MRT to Clark Quay.

We thought that Clinic was a bar, so we entered. It's a pretty small club with an extremely small dancefloor. CH pulled me to the dance floor and we were the 1st ones on it. But it kinda kick start the night.

Then at midnight, we left for Zouk as his friends were there. We met Yoong Yiaw on the way out. And the moment we reached Zouk, I got a message from Yoong Yiaw that he'll join us at Zouk. It was pretty fun. Zouk on a Friday isn't as crowded as it always is on Wednesdays!

Yi Gin Chao Hoe At Chinatown MRT station with Gin M(a)CH & T(ai)YG *
At Clinic By whosgoing's photographer Hello, lovely! :) Getting me to start dancing but I was really shy to be the only ones on the floor *
At Zouk. MCH & his friends. He didn't take picture with his HOT angmoh guy friends! Shucks. Gin, T(an)YY, me, MCH We don't know those guys. Gin, Yoong Yiaw & me.
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13TH AUGUST 2007, MONDAY
A DAY WITH THE BEST FRIEND BEFORE THE EXAMS

He's the cutest! And the weirdest. :) That's us during MBS lecture. And after.
Wear matching shirts. Studied with him Swam with him Ate with him. Opposite school's half chicken rice. And studied with him - again. He MADE me do that. Seeing this makes me miss my hair. More than 20cm gone ok!!

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27TH AUGUST 2007, MONDAY
I LOVE SHAWN LIN WEI WEN

I cannot find a better cousin :D
Initially, I wanted him to get some pastry from my grandma's place since he was going, and I wasn't. But he later decided not to go. So no pastry for me. :(

The next day, day of HRM exam & mum's b'day, he called when I was having lunch with Ed at Subway. He said he's got donuts for me and will be going down to school to pass me! He waited for my paper to end, and even accompanied me to Bedok Interchange!
LOVE HIM!

That's us last Christmas Florence che che, Shawn & me My 1st taste of the donuts. They taste alright. It's just really thoughtful of that boy :D I just passed him a portion of the cake I made!
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That's all (for now) folks! Ciao!

THE BUTTER BATTER

2007-09-03T19:46:00.000+08:00

Melissa & I baked a cake today. It's butter cake, and it's delicious!
It was a lot of fun! Really! Especially when I haven't baked in such a long time!
I love spending time with my family! =D
Here are some pictures taken during the process:

It looked clumpy then, and we were a little sad. But it turned out just fine. Hot from the oven!! It smelt heavenly! MM mm.. It's the biggest cake I've baked so far :) Mum & dad said it's really soft and smooth. They couldn't stop eating! Almost half the cake's gone already! Our hardwork. A success! *
And I finally managed to convince her to cut her hair! She's really pretty. She's got a sharp, fine nose there :) And she looks so much better!!

After mummy cut her hair, there was some commotion at home, and I had to convince her that she looks good! haha. I think it's my turn to get my hair cut. Maybe tomorrow mum will cut dad's and mine. Though daddy doesn't say it, I know he doesn't want me to cut my hair. haha!

SLEEPLESS

2007-09-01T08:39:00.000+08:00

Just as I thought exams are over and I can get more sleep...

I've been having sleepless nights!
And I wake up at 7(plus or minus) every morning!
Great! I'm so tired.
My eyes are puffy, I am down with flu, I'm getting headaches.
Gah! The typical symptoms of sleepless nights.
I'm grouchy.
Wonderful way to start off the hols.
Perfect!
Not.
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Before Thursday
When I get bored of studying, I do the wierdest things
Doodling & taking pictures of almost everything on my table.*
After the last paper on Thursday:
- Brunch at Billy Bombers with a few of my classmates (2B08) Leong Eng, Yane, Jason

- Chalet, celebrating Jia Sheng & Fariz's b'day

Front row (from left): Jia Sheng, Fariz
2nd row (from left): Me, Sharifah, Melissa, Eddee
Others who were there: Alvin, Casper, Bamz

I can't stop sneezing. Ah-chooooo!
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/EDIT
It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend

Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good

I like that

2007-08-28T11:32:00.000+08:00

3 hours to finance
5 hours to the end of finance

ME IS!!

2007-08-27T18:51:00.000+08:00

ME IS sad.
the higher the expectation, the harder the fall.
ME IS demoralised.
boo!
*
I love my dearest Shawn Lin Wei Wen.
ME IS loved.
*
It's mummy's birthday today!
ME IS too stressed to celebrate her birthday.
Sorry mummy dearest.
*
ME IS in need of some motivation & some TLC.
ME IS counting down to Thursday.
*
Ok, on to studying finance.
ME IS scared.
help!

HUGH GRANT IS LOVE

2007-08-26T14:14:00.000+08:00

Js is at my place n he's jealous tt I love hugh grant so.
arg! 24hours more to HRM exam.
ALL THE BEST EVERYONE!
And this is for everyone cuz Eddee put up ugly pictures of me on his blog! hahaha
Have some laughs to destress, people.

2007-08-22T19:51:00.000+08:00

you could be happy and i won't know
but you weren't happy the day i watched you go.
and all the things that i wish i had not said,
are played in loops till it's madness in my head.
is it too late to remind you how we were?
but not our last days of silent screaming blur.
you could be happy i hope you are
you made me happier than I'd been by far
somehow everything i own, smells of you
and for the tiniest moment it's all not true.

MOST OF ME

2007-08-21T00:01:00.000+08:00

Because these pictures have small file size.
Most pictures taken by Jason.

Thanks Jason, for these stupid pictures u took of me today :)
He said this looks like a passport photo.
*pouts* I don't wanna study!!And he said this looks airstewardessy.
I stuck a Starhub pen in my hair 'cuz I didn't have any giap giap (hairclips) hehe =D
I li-ke li-ke

Today, Don brought me to Pizza Hut for dinner! We talked for damn long- friendships, racist jokes and I told him some stuffs I learnt from Joshua about NUS law school. Now he really wants to go there, even though he knows he's gonna work his guts out. I even told him that Joshua can go 24hours without food just to study! LOL. After that, he took half an hour of his time to walk me home. Super nice of him :)
*
The oh-so-handsome French lecturer, Jerome Jacquet. Jason took this. Thanks, gay! heh heh!! I love it! *muacks*Jia Sheng's shirt last Friday, the last day of school.
It says, "I cry for joy on the last day of school."
Tell me you're gonna tell him no, honey.

DREAM DREAM DREAM

2007-08-18T23:37:00.000+08:00

I'm not one who'd remember my dreams. I don't even have dreams that often.
Last night, I had a dream that made me stunned. I lay stoned on my bed for quite a while before I could do anything. It's scarier than being chased by a giant cockroach or what have you. I dreamt that my parents told me we were going to move to Shanghai that very day. I had a few hours to pack up and leave.

The thought of leaving friends and loved ones behind, and adapting to a totally new environment with almost no notice scares the hell out of me. The flight was scheduled that very evening and I was packing my luggage in tears.. *shudders at the thought* So I couldn't spend any last moments with my friends and loved ones. All I could do was to leave them a farewell message.

What made it more scary was that my parents were toying with that idea some time back. What if it happens? I really can't imagine.

I really like Shanghai, maybe more than I like Singapore. But having the news of moving thrown at you just like that? Leaving all that I have behind to start my life there from scratch? Brrr.. scary.

And my horoscope today fits so nicely:
Your dreams are more important than you realize right now, so try your best to remember them -- writing them down would be best. If they don't make any sense at the moment, they should pretty soon.
*
Yesterday was the last day of school. It'll be officially the end of semester 2.1 at the end of the month, and I HAVEN'T SPOKEN TO MORE THAN HALF MY CLASS!!! hahaha. I enjoy my time spent with Gerald, Jason, Leong Eng, Yane and Leslie. They're my HRM project mates and the classmates I hang out with. Other than these people, I've only spoken to 3 other girls cuz of some project we did together. And that's it! That's who I've spoken to this whole semester! The rest of the class, maybe just a hello or bye, and maybe I won't even recognise their faces if I see them outside! Plus the fact that I'm very bad with remembering people and faces. Gee!

No more 2B08('07)! haha! Hope I have better classmates next semester!
*prays hard*

It's not just my classmates. Even my 2 CDS classes (Socio & Public Speaking)... I only talk to a few people. Namely Don (from Public Speaking), Caitlin, Shikai, Paulynn and 2 of the 3 girls from 2B08 (from Sociology).

Sad. lol.

Then who else do I hang out with in school? Of cuz there's my favourite class of 1B21(06/07), and people from Eddee's year 1 class of 1B08, like JS, Bamz, Mel... ... I think that's enough for me. I don't need many friends. I just need a few good ones :)
*
I've been lazy to post pictures.. maybe during the hols... ... ciao~

FOOD PARADISE

2007-08-17T02:45:00.000+08:00

JS and I are going food crazy! We've been talking on MSN about food and more food!!
I wanna eat at:

Aston's
Orient Ocean Restaurant at Mirama Hotel
Cedele
Pasta Fresca
Ah Yat Seafood Restaurant
Indulgz
Fisherman's Wharf
Sun with Moon
Doughnut Factory's doughnuts. Can u believe I haven't tried them?
Carnivore

That's one of the few.. Food food food, fat fat fat, satisfying satisfying satisfying, fat fat fat, nice nice nice, fat fat fat.
Happy Michelle = Fat Michelle. Oh Yay!

I've been craving for dimsum and MacDonald's breakfast for a long time now. I dunno where have nice dimsum, and my classes always end at 11am so no Mac's breakfast for me. :(

Supposed to meet JS for Mac's Breakfast before class later today, but it's been POSTPONED! cuz it's 3am and we're still chatting online. We're so sure we won't be able to meet at 9am! Till another day.. tata.

Thursday, with JS at engine school. He was dressed up for his Psychology presentation. I kept cutting his face in the pictures I took, so we're left with these few.

CAN IT BE BETTER

2007-08-16T02:28:00.000+08:00

Twoish, and I just came back from a swim with Vivien my babe!! Wednesday was just purr-fect! I really enjoyed myself the entire day, other than the few minutes after each class, cuz lessons totally drain away my energy, and the walk home alone (yes, I'm a scardy cat, so what?). Wonderful day, glorious (carb FULL) food, whole new experience, workout, talks.. All with the people I adore! Celebrating mummy's birthday in advance as her birthday falls during my exam period. Pictures soooon, as soon as eddee sends/passes me!! I can't wait to see the pictures myself! :)

Me is a happy happy girl.
*
Jiasheng... when I told him that I passed my coursework for Finance, he went mad! Mad with excitement! I think he was happier than I was!! He da cutest thing (: JS was super hyper that both Weiwen & I passed our finance. He went on and on, gushing about it! Can't be madder. Thanks babe, u've been superrr helpful and a really really great friend. LOVESS!
*
Eddee.. Monday with him was super! Wearing our 'couple tees', swimming, half roasted chicken rice, staying in school till late, cam whoring while studying, him scaring me with ghost stories (no thanks to that my imagination). We were talking.. and came upon the subject- CHINESE! He can't write 姐妹 and he even writes his chinese name wrongly! His 'jie' (zhou jie lun's jie) has an extra 'dian' and he writes his surname wrongly!! OMG! I was laughing at him like nobody's business, besides I think we were the only ones in school so late, so it didn't really matter. some other words he dunno how to write: 唱歌,吃,喜歡.. And the 2 words he know:凹凸. GEE!! Haha i just HAD to mention that. Lazy with pictures, so.. it shall be kept for another day.

It's prove that u haven't been exercising when your arms feel the strain & scream in pain when u raise your arms to wash your hair, after a short swim. That's me :(
*
Tuesday, I reached school superr late for finance so I decided not to go for class. I couldn't go home either, no keys no keys! Yea, I was in school for less than 5 mins. Waste of time, but my watch was half an hour slow!! I ended up on Ed's bed and fell asleep while he was on the phone. And when I was awake, I was eating all the junk food he has at home! FATS. I went home and took a second nap for the day. I think it's pretty insane of me.. I'm never like that!
*
I still can't find my thumbdrive. People, if u find "free" thumbdrives lying around.. u know what to do. Thank you veri much. Heh!

HAPPY 42ND SINGAPORE

2007-08-09T19:02:00.000+08:00

The national day parade is on & I'm being a grouch. Meeting Joy to go PP in a bit. =D

I've been leaving stuffs everywhere these days & it's frustrating!

(1) I left my wallet at Mac's (Tampines Mart) after doing HRM project there.
Luckily Leong Eng and Jason were still there & kept my wallet for me. They wanted to scare me, but in the end, their conscience told them not to, and they told me on separate occasions. :)

(2) Left Jocelyn's FTT book in Biz Park after lunch and left for lecture.
Realised it only 2 hours later when my lecture ended. Luckily the canteen aunty kept it for me.

(3) Left my pencilbox-cum-makeup pouch at Grandpa's.
My family went to visit him that night cuz he's back in S'pore for a month (he stays in Shanghai mostly). He comes back for a month each time when Shanghai is exceptionally hot or cold. Like now, when Shanghai's about 36degree C. Ok, you may think that, it's ok, at least it's not lost.. BUT! He lives in Jurong!! And it's so inconvenient to get my pouch back! So I'm ALMOST makeup-less now. No pencil eyeliner. And I'm left with all the makeup I don't normally use! I even feel wierd using another brush!

(4) Lost/mislaced my IC.
The last time I saw it was Monday, when I went for my FTT trial. I'm not sure if I left it there. I just realised it today. Damn.

(5) I lost my thumbdrive!
No recollection of where I last saw it.

ALL these happened in ONE week!
Gosh! How careless/unlucky can I get?
No more of this nonsense, I hope.
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Haven't been clubbing, I don't feel like either. That's prolly good.
1B21 was supposed to go club yesterday, but plan was cancelled cuz of sian ppl like Sherilyn & me.
*
It was such a coincidence. At 5ish yesterday, Sherilyn, Eddee & Jia Sheng walked down the stairs one by one to Biz Park, where I was discussing my HRM roleplay. It was then we decided not to go clubbing. It was then I went to the com lab to print my notes, which all came out wrongly, & I wasted a whole stack of paper. It was then we decided to go to the Starbucks at Suntec (where Shinyi was working), to study.

I wanted to go home to take my books and wash up 1st, so Jia Sheng went back with me while the other 2 headed to Suntec 1st. JS went home to get his books and then came by my place to pick me up. I was really tired; but I'd rather sit there & study then to go clubbing. So we tabao sushi to Starbucks for dinner and did our shit. Poor eddee- nobody wanted to take pictures with him. heh.He made a comment about my ____ grr!The 3 of them left about 11 while I sat with Shinyi who was having her break. I talked to her about some stuffs while waiting for Joshua to pick me up. I really missed talking to Shinyi, cuz now that she's in marketing & we don't get to meet up as often. -heart itchs-

Played 'Simon Says' with him. Cute in a stupid way, and stupid in a cute way :)
What's not cute is that our holidays clash like water and fire! My hols are in about 3 weeks and his school's starting next week. He'll be having hols in December & that's when I'll be having the mid-semestrals! He wants us to go on a holiday in December. But how can? :(

I was telling him about some ACS guys and how charming they are. He agreed that most ACS boys just have the charm. Because he was an ACS boy himself! I told him it was every ACS boy EXCEPT him! ;) heh heh.
Was something bothering me? He said it's seemed like that. I dunno if it's just tiredness. And sick- both of us were coughing & sneezing last night! :(

YELLOW CREATURES

2007-08-08T03:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERLYN!!
LOVE YOU MUCHY!!

It's 1am & I just got home. One day after handing in HRM project. Lepak day!!
I overslept and missed finance tutorial, so I went to school only for HRM revision lecture. After that was lunch, then Jason, Eng & I went to Leslie's place to play mahjong. Ok, I didn't play. I just lepak the whole afternoon away, waiting for Eddee's class to end.

At 5, he called, so I headed to school, and Alvin picked us up from there. Got movie tickets at Cathay before heading to PS for dinner- Carl's Junior, Chippy's and someplace Ed got his sandwich from. Rushed back to Cathay just in time for SIMPSONS!! It's so funny!! And Cathay's seat is so confortable, I just wanted to curl up and sleep!

"why do birds suddenly appear, everytime u are near?
Just like me, they long to be, close to u."

After the movie, we decided to head to Mustafa Centre! We combed the whole place lar! Cuz we couldn't get to the section we used to go. The guys did quite a lot of shopping; for foodstuffs, healthcare, beauty products, and an electric kettle! Alvin was so tempted to buy the electric kettle that can double up as a cooker so he can cook maggie mee in it. We were like aunties deciding which is a better buy, and it's super fun to be an auntie! =D

All that shopping and walking around made us hungry, and 剪刀飯 made us happy and satisfied! It looks super unappetizing, but it's delicious! Never judge a book by a cover, yes yes. We even had dessert! Our eyes feasted on some hot steamy action that went on in the hotel room across the road... ...
heh heh heh.
What?! The curtains were parted! That called for an audience.

PICTURES!!
After watching Simpsons.

I can't add captions due to some alignment problem. You guys can it figure out yourselves, I hope. Pictures are in accordance of event. Go figure!

85 LAUGHING

2007-08-06T18:02:00.000+08:00

30TH JULY 2007, MONDAY
DINNER AT 85 MARKET WITH JENNY & JUI KERN

They asked me to join them for dinner only when they were leaving school, and I was home. I had some cock-ups along the way and made them wait for me for quite some time.

Throughout the one and a half hour of dinner, we were laughing through most of it, thanks to the chicken and a stray cat there. We were playing with the cat, then Jui Kern tried feeding the cat with onion dipped in chilli sauce. The expression of the cat's face was priceless!! It gave us a look of disgust and walked away! Before that, it didn't want to leave our table! Jui Kern is retarded! He said, "Take picture of me jumping leh." Jenny & I refused. So he said, "Nevermind! I take myself!" Thus this stupid picture of him. Does he look like he's jumping? Sadly, no! heh heh :P Chicken, Jenny & me Finally a shot of him jumping He said, "Take me leh.." and he posed. LOL. We laughed all the way from 85 to Tanah Merah too. Best laughs ever. Jenny & him played till his slipper gave away. Spastic!!85 again soooon! :)

愛心餐

2007-08-05T00:35:00.000+08:00

Work alone was pretty enjoyable, actually.

I was dreading to go to the airport for work on saturday cuz Anita wasn't able to work with me. I didn't want to wash up and work alone on a saturday. I was home watching a cook show with daddy. They were cooking up seafood pasta. I commented to daddy that he hasn't cooked spaghetti for us in a long time.

That time, I was already about to be late for work. It was then daddy said.. Okay, if you'll go wash up now, I'll cook you spaghetti! He went into the kitchen and started chopping things up.. So after my bath, I got a taste of his seafood pasta! 愛心餐!! I feel so loved!! :)

Gobbled up my dinner & headed for the airport! Things were quite alright until this whole group of S'poreans checked in. They were going on a packaged tour to Frankfurt. S'poreans are the hardest to communicate with larrr!! BTH! So I just stood there stoning, not bothering about them. And working alone isn't that bad. I kinda enjoy the lonliness.
*
Oh and I screwed up Sociology test this morning. Grr!
FTT etrial is this monday & i haven't even read it. i don't even have the book!!
*
My cousin just got a Saab convertible. well, at least it's gonna be his in a few month's time. Only cuz he hasn't got his license yet. And already he has a car waiting for him. 1st car & already a convertible. Damn. Shiokness. I also want.
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3RD AUGUST 2007, FRIDAY
"DOING" HRM PROJECT & STUDYING IN THE LIBRARY

The guys were going crazy with Fiona Xie & other artistes in school. They were peeping through the blinds on the 8th floor of the library, down to Jupiter Cafe where Fiona Xie & crew were.
Jason went SUPER crazy when I showed him Felicia Chin's blog! GUYSS!! =.=
Yane & I were shaking our heads... ... Chai-Chee-shirt mood again!! And the specs, to complete the nerd look. Thought nobody would recognise me.. Super crazy and me!He loves taking pictures of himself!!! really. Leslie Jason Jason directed my expression for this picture. The super nerd! Daling(so hardworking) & Xiaoling Leong Eng! :)

THE HARD ONE

2007-08-04T09:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIA SHENG!!
Thanks for being such a good friend. You've been an angel! heh heh.. legal alr ey? (: we'll go out soon! I love u babe!
P/s: Good luck for the psychology test.
*
Sociology test is in a while's time & I haven't studied. I chose sleep over studies last night. cuz I went to bed only at 5, and woke up at 7 for school yesterday. Shucks.

Jia sheng & me.. taken when we were pissed off with eddee, and mms-ed him the picture*
my cough's really bad now *sobsob* and the flu's starting. BOO.

OH MEE GOODNESS!

2007-08-03T03:05:00.001+08:00

OMG! It's 3am.
OMG! Vivien, Zhao Yu & Jia Qiang just left my place.
OMG! They just popped by my place suddenly.
OMG! They came with a lot of food!
OMG! It was hokkien mee & oyster egg & carrot cake.
OMG! We talked a lot of nonsense.
OMG! I Love Them.
OMG! I have to show my report to Mrs See tmr.
OMG! That's less than 6 hours time!!
OMG! I haven't done it!
OH MY GOODNESS!!

I haven't seen Zhao Yu since Shenghao's 21st b'day(Labour's Day)! That reminds me, I haven't seen Shenghao since then too! Vivien & Xiao Yu.. my makan kakis!!

LETTING IT OUT

2007-08-01T22:36:00.000+08:00

Fuck! I'm damn pissed. I've never been so angry before. really.
Fuck the socio project. Fuck the people in there (most).
It's not like I didn't help. I tried to render my help to make improvements on it. I am always polite to you, apologising to u for the slightest & smallest things.. So what if your grades are fucking good? That doesn't mean you're right all the time. I just gave my opinion on it and even offered to do it.
Really, fuck you.
I can't wait for tomorrow. I can't wait for it to be all over.
Not like the semester's a long way more. Thank God!
*
PS speech was 40 secs past the 5 min mark. Mine was a boring speech, but I just wanted it to be over. Oh and the pictures I found on child abuse really saddened me so bad, I had to find for pictures of cats & bears to cheer me up. At 3 in the morning.
And Access test was average. Not an A. Gah.
*
Oh gosh!! I'm so pissed I shoved the mango down my throat.

HAPPY 18TH SAM!

2007-08-01T00:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMMIEH!! I LOVE YOU LOADS!!

Click to play | Make your own Smilebox

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Damn busy this week:
Wed - Public Speaking speech with visuals, MBS Access Test
Thu - Sociology Presentation
Fri - Need to TRY complete HRM project
Sat - Sociology Test
Sun - nil
Mon - HRM project due

My PS speech is in less than 9 hours & I'm still working on it. Damn.
I haven't started the Access shite.
Socio proj's a mess.
HRM report not done.
Haven't studied for Socio.
HOWHOWHOW??

FUL-FILLING

2007-07-29T02:18:00.000+08:00

13TH JULY 2007, FRIDAY
STAYOVER AT JENNY'S

look at all that food! just for the 2 of us! let the party begin!! (= Jenny - The no.1 Simpsons fan!! The shirt Sammie got for us from NY. Web cam-ing with Sammie (who's in Aus). We Love You, Sam! Hello there!! Scandal scandal!!!! And good night!

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14TH JULY 2007, SATURDAY
SHOPPING WITH JENNY
We had plans to watch Harry Potter, but, we went to collect our tickets a tad too late..
And I still haven't caught the show!!
*
UNCLE JOHN'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION
BBQ AT UNCLE JOHN'S

Tell me, how to NOT get fat??
With beef, lamb, pork, chicken, potato salad, prawn salad, 3 huge cakes, and Loads of booze..

Yes, the birthday boy ended up with 3 birthday cakes? Gahh!!

Scout scout Baxie Michelle & melissa What they do to get Murphy looking at the camera.
Seriously, Murphy is one dog that doesn't bother with anyone or anything.. UNLESS you have food. Greediest dog Ever!! Murphy!! The old man and his pipe The birthday boy. Scout & melissa. Lepak one corner! Aunty karen, bax and uncle nik.--------
26TH JULY 2007, THURSDAY
PASAR MALAM

Tell me AGAIN, how to not get fat??
Ramly burger, Vadai, sausages, Siew Mai, shark's fin soup, chicken wings, tea leaf eggs, roti john.
4 of us, but shared among 3.. cuz JS (%^$#) didn't eat! I waited for Ed till abt 10pm in school as he had his water polo training. Then Alvin came and picked us up and we headed for Bedok Interchange to meet JS!

PASAR MALAM!! Grabbing all the food we wanted.. SHIOK!
We tried to get JS to look at the camera.. he simply refused. =P THAT is how u should eat a hotdog! Alvin & Eddee.. and our food! nattie, ignatius & m2. He finally looked at the camera!! Hello pretty boy! loves hehe In Vin's car!! Happy as can be.

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28TH JULY 2007, SATURDAY
BBQ AT UNCLE JOHN'S
FOR FUN, LAUGHTER, PEACE & JOY

Again, I wanna ask that question.. How to not get fat???

BEEF, LAMB, PORK RIBS, CHICKEN WINGS, HEAVENLY POTATO SALAD, BOOZE.
Party for 10. Loads of food. I prefer this BBQ to the one we had 2 weeks ago cuz the food's better, and they're with people I know better. AND cuz I saw my cousin, Delia after so long!

uncle nik, dad, uncle john mummy and the dogs. murphy eyes everyone with food! Dee dee!! Isn't she cute?? Her shirt says, "Spoil me, I'm a princess." Yes, I felt like wearing my Chai Chee PE shirt that day. Melissa and Delia Koh Us, cousins. That little girl loves her jelly beans! Sisters are us. While watching Evan Almighty with Aunt Sophia
We watched win a date with tad hamilton too.. Quoted:-
"There are 3 kinds of love. Love, Big love and Great love.Love takes 2 weeks to get over.Big love takes 2 years to get over.Great love, well..Great love changes your life."

"When a man's great love is rejected, he moves on and puts that love in his past.He moves on to love the woman he will love 2nd best."
This is my b'day, she said. The jelly bean factory!! My cute little Delia Koh.--------
29TH JULY 2007, SUNDAY
JASPER'S 17TH BIRTHDAY
AT 721 with ah ma. Does anyone realise.. when b'days are celebrated at my grandma's, photos are always taken at the same place? I have no idea why. It's like tradition or sth.. The Boey family The cousins! with a husband and a girlfriend. aunts and uncle Grusome picture of Jasper's scalded leg! And he's proud of it. Me, Shawn and Jasper Me, birthday boy & mummy Karoke session. Usually the adults hog the mikes, but that day, the cousins did, filling the house with Jay Chou and Xiao Zhu's songs. (= They make me very envious, this couple =) That's James and Si Ying. There, the cousins! With Justin in the foreground.--------
There's still the clubbing photos. Lazy now. Ciao~

PULAU AUR

2007-07-24T19:18:00.000+08:00

I think I've procrastinated long enough.. Here's the post. The pictures from my 1st dive trip to Pulau Aur in June. More than a month ago!!

That's daddy & I in the coach. The drive: From the Naui dive shop at Aljunied to Singapore Poly to pick up the SP students, then to the custom, a stopover at a nearby village and finally to the Mersing Jetty. Time taken: about 4 hours. Taken at the Mersing jetty, when everyone was already tired from the journey. Then the 4 hour boat ride to Pulau Aur. We took a faster boat than the one we took at Pulau Dayang in March. The islands are opposite each other but we reached 2 hours earlier. The boat was air-conditioned (or rather, a freezer), unlike the cha-chat boat we took in March. We reached Aur at 4 in the morning, took our room keys and knocked off. We had trouble finding our room - room eleven. Why? cuz on the door, it's '1' not '11'!! Bah! We all shared a room. The room- 2 doubledecker beds and a toilet. That's all. haha.

Woke up after a 3-hour rest and started the day! See? Didn't I say guys with dimples are cute? Daniel (my cousin) looks cute even when he's tired and sick!

That daddy. I thought he looked pretty good in this picture, but he said the waist pouch made him look like batman- with the underwear worn outside. (: A mess of a 'library'. I noticed that during breakfast. I didn't think they'd provide hot drinks like Milo, so Dan & I went grocery shopping the night before and spent $30 worth of food and drinks! And.. they DO provide Milo.

Fish.. so easily obtained, but only served during one out of the many meals there! I still prefer the food at Dayang.

Gearing up for our 1st beach dive! The oxygen tank's effing heavy! I only used the pony tank (pretty much smaller and lighter) during the pool trainings, and I almost can't stand up with that on my back! Good thing the guys were nice. They always made sure I was geared up before they gear themselves up. They would carry up the tank for me to put my arms through the straps, and make sure I turned on my oxygen tank- I was known for forgetting to turn it on ALL THE TIME! Sometimes I'd remember it only seconds before I jump into the water! Luckily I always remember in the nick of time. I couldn't be so lucky all the time.. My dive buddy- Daniel Ng. "Why's daddy's looking at me so fiercely?" :( Dan showing me the 'OK' sign. Throughout the whole trip, I had problem finding him in the waters! cuz he was always swimming above me, and I had to do a 180 degree turn just to find him. Also, he was having buoyancy problems and kept on floating to the surface. And me! I think he was deflating to make himself sink. Isn't that cute? Underwater pictures taken by my dad or Uncle Johnny who accompanied us throughout the trip.
That's the Chirstmas Tree. Not just that feathery thing.. that's only part of the christmas tree. It's pretty big and the feathery things will pop back into the holes when touched. Kawaii~
Dad and Uncle Johnny took loads of underwater videos too. 2 of which I remember vividly.. 1, a video of the sea cucumber 'eating', and another of the sea cucumber's ANUS!!! It's hilariously cute, and u'd never have guessed.

Back on shore, outside the hut.

We had 2 dives the 1st day. I abondaned the 2nd dive as I wasn't able to equalise and go down to deeper waters. Daniel too was unable to equalise and his nose bled, filling his mask with blood. lol. Uncle Johnny said it might be due to the lack of sleep and flu.
Don't play play uh.. He is a dive master norr!! LOL.

That's gearing up before the 2nd dive, a jetty dive. The 2nd dive attempted. The sunset from Pulau Aur. Michelle and Daniel :) I see that cute little dimple! Ok, bad lighting. And the cats there! Oh my goodness! Sooo cute! I was going gaga!! The mother cat (left) looks like the cat I used to have - Feifei. Only that Feifei was bigger, whiter and had longer fur. Fatter too. *I miss my feifei :( * That's the awfully playful kitten... :D The ginger kitten. Just like its daddy. CUTE!! So gerrum can?! :D And snow white :D

We had BBQ dinner and our theory test after that. 80+ MCQ questions. Worse than BTT, and it was super chim! There wasn't anyone "invigilating" us, and we were seated around 2 tables. So we discussed answers among our table. It was really tough. We found it difficult even though we were secretly flipping through our theory book!

Then the instructor went through those that we got wrong. After a while, we stopped telling him which we got wrong cuz we were all shagged from a day of diving! It was only 10.30 and I was nodding off at the table.

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17th JUNE 2007, SUNDAY

A new day at Aur. Our last day too.

With Daniel at the jetty, before our 1st dive on the last day there.

1st Dive: Crocodile Bay

1st ever dive from a boat, in deeper waters. I tried a backward roll entry into the water. 1st attempt at it & it felt wonderful! Shiokness!

Getting ready for 2nd dive: Pulau Dayang Bay

Instructor George Lee Hello handsome! All geared up & ready to go!

Daddy, Dan, uncle Johnny and me on the boat, between dives.

The group of people I was with the 2 days. The SP divers were under another instructor and the only time we got together was during the theory test and one dive there. There was this Sp girl with damn big tattoo on one side of her body. Vertically, from rib to hip. Damn nice larr!! I also want...

Waving Goodbye!
They actually allowed me to bring the cats home... but HOW TO PASS THROUGH CUSTOM?? :(The boat ride back to Mersing.
Uncle Johnny & Dan

Whoa! The cousin looks so man here!!

He's gonna melt all the girls' hearts. Look at Dad's & uncle Johnny's shirts. Both have fishies on them. That's how much they love the sea. In their own world. They are damn funny. Outside a restaurant where we had a feast. Food was really, really superb!
The people I spent the weekend with. From strangers to friends.

Goodbye guys. Goodbye Aur. =(
Next dive soon, I hope!

Uncle Johnny recently came back from a dive trip to Philippines. And Joshua's going Krabi tomorrow! I wanna go toooo..

Maybe I should join TP's scuba diving club. I saw they were recruiting today, outside the library.. Hope they still have the booth there tmr. Hope I remember to go by the booth. Hope there'll be cute guys. hehe. No la, I just want it to be fun, and THAT might just add to the fun! haha!

A bit more on the dive trip from my June archives (clickable).

LJ HATING

2007-07-24T00:39:00.000+08:00

I tried LJ this afternoon and it almost killed me!
I so dunno how to use it! BAH!!

Michelle's LiveJournal
yes, click on it.

I should play with it somemore.
I set up that account cuz someone deleted Ed's blog and he'll prolly switch over to LJ (like many other people already did) and privatize it. But I have to be an LJ user to view his blog. So, yea, I got myself a blog there too. Dumb.

I have no idea why Melissa put those ears on my hairband. But nvm, they're cute! (: During MBS lecture this morning... I nv listen during MBS. I dunno why I bother to drag myself out of bed every Monday to attend that 9am lecture.

and also during mbs..
"he used to be lean, tall and charming.
and now he's fat, tall and smoking."
JS and Ed also gave me a lot of perfume samples! Armani Attitude and Armani Code. I love men fragrances and I love the sample packaging! Lovely! I smell masculine! YAYness.

Spot the real among the fakeYeap! The baby humming bird!Picture taken about a year ago at home. It was injured and couldn't fly much, so daddy brought it home.

BALLET UNDER THE STARS

2007-07-22T16:40:00.000+08:00

[edited]
Ok, I just came back from meeting Chao Hoe, but I'll get back to this, after my swim with Jenny :D She'll be the 1st to hear some interesting news =X

21ST JULY 2007, SATURDAY
I left my phone on the bus 14 last night! After alighting from the bus, I sat with Jenny at the busstop as she waited for her bus home. We were damn tired but we were still talking.. then a bangala alighted from the next bus. He stared at us for quite a while, then took the seat behind us. He sat there for a while then walked away. All that time, I was picturing me waling home and him pouncing on me from the back. So when Jen got on her bus, I walked home. I tried looking everywhere for my phone so I could call or message someone. But no, my phone was nowhere to be found. By that time, I was panicking like crazy so I ran home and immediately called my own phone! My phone wasn't vibrating or ringing anywhere near me, and I was getting anxious.

Then a guy picked up. "Hello? Who're you looking for?" I explained that it's my phone he was holding on to, and he asked to meet up. I asked him where he was and he told me he was at Yishun! I thought, WTH?! bus 14 doesn't even go to Yishun! That stupid conversation went on for a while before the guy said, "Eh, you scared until your own father's voice also don't recognise uh?"

LOL. Sia la!! My own father pranked me!!

I still think I'm damn lucky! My mom happened to call and a guy picked up. She then arranged to meet him at Eastwood to get my phone back! So.. YAY!! Michelle got her precious phone back! fyi, that was about 1am already! Thank God!! And bless that guy for being so kind!
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Before all these happened, Jen, Sherl, Andrew, 2 of his frens and I were at Fort Canning Green, watching Ballet under the Stars! Magical, it was!! The gracefulness of the dancers, the dance performances, the embiance, the food, the company.. everything was just great!! The food.. oh yes! We brought sooo much food!! Cakes, Sakae's sushi platter, pastries, jellies, sandwiches, cookies, chips, beer... Geesh~ Picnicing under the stars with great performances and wonderful company.. What more can I ask for? It was superb!

We got quite a good view from where we were sitting too! So many people. So many angmohs. So many kids who were so adorable! Especially the ones sitting in front and behind us! I really wanted to kidnap them!!

Sitting on the mats with wet grass beneath us. That made my white pants green!! So I was walking about with green buttocks! And I thought that's the end of my white shorts, but no! Mummy removed the stains! Oh my darling mummy, I loove her! haha. Super lucky can? I love that pants! Lesson learnt: Not gonna go into the gardens with white pants on! Never ever again.

Not many pictures though, cuz Flash photography was not allowed throughtout the performances..

The cutsie sitting in front of us. Other school's performances.. And then the ballets. Breath of Love, La Rose Malade and Piano Concerto No.2 Lying on the grass.. comfy!It was quite an experience. Chao Hoe's going for it too! tonight. haha.

I love plays, dances and performances but I could never find anyone to go with! I asked Eddee but he didn't wanna go and feed to mozzies. Shit head. Sherilyn and I were talking last week and it turned out that we wanted to watch that! I'm so glad I went! Now, I know who I can ask out for performances!! YAY! I think Swan's Lake on ice would be good... heh heh. Maybe that'll be next. =D
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Saturday morning, finance test. Having test on a Saturday sucks. ):
Then Billy Bombers with Jen, Sherl, MeiYing, Reuben and Andrew! Shiokness!
The girls were sooo full but the guys were still hungry! BAH~
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[added] TODAY!! :)
I slacked the WHOLE of my Sunday! Here's to match my mood!! =D

Went to meet Chao Hoe at Siglap for "breakfast" around 12pm. We went for my favourite Niang Tou Fu! I haven't eaten it since 2004!! Goodness me, it tasted heavenly! We used to go there so often during those secondary school days!!
That $10 worth of Yong Tau Hu! He said he got distracted by a shopping mall up in a tree.. riightt.
Typical MCH and his nonsense! Walking to the house.. uh huh, uh huh.A wall in the room. Cute huh?! I see Becks and Zidane!! I dunno who the other 2 are.We did some nonsense, then watched 'Accepted' on DVD. There's this scene in the movie.. that was almost like what happened to us before we watched the movie... just a more "retarded" version of it. Yea, he said he felt retarded compared to the guy in the movie. LOL-ness.MCH claims that the right side of his face looks better. I think it's only cuz he doesn't wanna show his dimple. He said that it makes him looks girlie! wahaha! nonsense la. Guys with dimples are so so cute!

I didn't get to see Cookie & Sydney :( Chao Hoe left to watch 'Ballet under the stars' and I came home to get my stuff before meeting Jenny for a swim at Melville Park! And sauna!! Shiokness!Love; Lift Shot!! The girl I tell all nonsense to! *grin* Something I learnt about myself today... I hate suspense! Being held in suspense makes me nervous and fidgety!
Damn tired now.. but I just found some old pictures from my handphone.. thought I'd share...
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Guess what's this? Yes. That's that! Ed's tum tum!! Unbelievable huh?! Joy joy & me. Chao Hoe the last time I met up with him at parkway. Come hereeee!! WTF do u want?!! He said "I don't know how to smile anymore." Da ling & Xiao ling Leong Eng flipping Jason off! Haw haw!! Hello, Da Ling! Michelle and Wei Hao, when he came to pick me up from work. Sherlyn, Michelle & Wei Hao :D Oh, and I made a confession today. oops. About something I've kept since 2003! After sooo long rightt? Dumbo.

I've been sick for quite a while, and I'm not getting better. In fact, my cough's getting worse! Diee..
And I've been eating ALOT. Maybe gonna eat at Top Table tmr! It's cheap! $10 for a 3 course meal!

SALIVATING

2007-07-21T00:58:00.000+08:00

Oooh! New hawt guy spotted in Biz park on friday morning.
I 1st saw him when I was walking to the toilets, and when I came back into the canteen, I saw Yane staring. I joined the table with Gerald and Leslie but my back was facing him. That Gerald refused to give up his seat for me to drool over that hawtie!

Some of them have seen him around, but it's my 1st time seeing him! Oh cutesie! They said he always has on tight fitting shirts. Oh yay! My eyes rejoice!!
Perky buttocks are set high up too! Yumm..
Cute botak angmoh guy in black tank. WOOTS!

I think he's angmoh. Black tank top. Damn muscular, damn tall. Mm.. though he should put more effort on his chest muscles. Oh yes, the deep set eyes. Major plus point!
Now.. to find out which course he's from! haha! STALKER!!

Leslie looked around and realised that many other girls' heads were turned to his direction too!
Yes, we were just one of the many other girls & guys! Bah! Even the stall vendors smile exceptionally sweet to him!
Well, beauty should be appreciated. So I'm not complaining larr.. Rather than nobody appreciating it and letting it go to waste.
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Souct scout salivating *
And and and I just received this!

Oh yay! Got Shirly to order it for me some time ago cuz it's really cheap, and oh-so-nice!
Mesmerizing peepers, here I come!
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I've been coughing my lungs out for the past one month! Kill me!!
Finance test on a Saturday morning. Test in less than 10 hours. wow. no.

THESE CROCODILE TEARS

2007-07-18T22:31:00.000+08:00

I teared a lot today. The whole day! It's like last time when I'd look at someone then tears just fall. I know how that used to scare my friends. Yeah la, the eye irritation again. So irritating! People kept asking me if I was crying!

Err...
I also shed some real tears this afternoon. For a while. The news came too suddenly. It's a matter that concerned me, but it seemed like I was the last to know! It's like I was happy for nothing on the last day of school last semester!! I still cannot make out why it has turned out like this.. Was it really my eyes playing tricks on me? Or was it because of the crowd that was gathered there that day? Maybe I was too excited, it being the last day of exams and all? Ahh, I don't know.

I can't do anything about it at this point of time, so I'll just start looking on the bright side. Hopefully the change is for the better. Maybe it's fate, and maybe I'll get something done about it. We'll see la. Just take a step at a time. Now, just do my work n those ~~stupid~~ projects.

And thanks, JS, for being there ~~so coincidentally~~. Yet I'm glad you called out to me. I had no idea where I was heading to. Thanks for consoling me and cheering me up.
Ed, sorry I used you as my object of anger. ♥
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Other than today, the past few days were enjoyable other than the workload we all have.
Friday: Pig out, gossip gossip, dvd-ed, tv-ed and stayed over at Jenny's.
Saturday: Marina Square and had Spageddies with Jenny. BBQ, alcohol and some doggy lovin' at dad's friend's house.
Sunday: Family Day- stayed home.
Monday: Jenny's house and ate a whole pack of delicieux caramel popcorn!!
Tuesday: Pasta Mania lunch and girls talk with Sherilyn. Working with Wayne was fun too.

Jen & I were supposed to watch Harry Potter on Saturday! But we didn't collect the tickets (we did phone booking) in time, and so, they were sold to other people =( damn sad la.
And Wed, that's today, planned with ed to watch it.. together with jen, sher and vin, and again.. unsuccessful. I don't care! I must watch it soon!!
And I STILL haven't watched transformers! omgey.
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I think I did ok for my mid-sems other than finance, the last paper. I was already in play mood before that. So I flunk it. A for HRM and B+ for MBS. Fugly F for finance. boo! I think this is the best I've done since I entered poly leh haha. Maybe cuz I have lesser ~~shit~~ stuffs to think of.
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At twoish last night, I took out a file of letters and poems to read. Ahh, those memories. But whenever something depressing was coming up, I flipped the page. Selective reading. The way Eddee does selective hearing! haha. Last thing I wanted was to go to bed in tears.
"The memories are grey, but man, they're really coming back."

I keep (y)our picture in my wallet cuz I want to be reminded of how I used to be. The friendship we had. The friendship we shared. And how cute you used to be. Heaven isn't too far away.
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Quite happening. Very Busy. Extremely tired. Crazyily happy.
Will update sooon. Loves peeps.
Tian Meng~

JENNY'S EVIL

2007-07-13T00:17:00.000+08:00

Jenny Wawa is at it again!! She's teasing me!! =(
ĴƏŊήצ and Wentworth Miller says:
u sure u will eat CHICKEN???
We've made plans for later, after class.. and Saturday too!!

Friday.. we're gonna get a whole bucket of chicken from KFC (that's why she started teasing me la!) and watch DVDs at her place. We might go for drinks after that too!
Saturday.. TCC in the afternoon!
Then I have BBQ at night with my family and daddy's friends at Uncle John's house!

OMG! Good foodies!!
OMG OMG!! Fat Fat Fat!!!
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Oh yay! Friday the Thirteen!!
Melissa was telling me that she predicts sth bad's gonna happen to her! LOL!!
What's wrong with my sis man?! And she can't get to sleep cuz of it!
Gah!!

WOOZY

2007-07-12T17:10:00.000+08:00

I was telling Yane that day.. I didn't know John Mayer's so hot.
Oh yes, he is soo hot! I only realised it during his live earth performance with his guitar! oh man!! Sizzling~

I didn't go for my 4pm Socio tutorial today cuz I didn't have enough time to travel back to the east. I was at Bukit Timah again, since last night. He picked me up at oneish since I wasn't going to Zouk or MOS as planned.. And since the law boys decided to bail out on him. The commando's almost done with his huge room. It's cosier now. Just that he hasn't nailed the pieces of art he just bought. All his commando bagdes are all hung up already.. all that he's proud of. (:

On my way out, I realised that the houses there are so so amazing! The architecture.. phew weet!!
I hadn't noticed that during the many night drives along the stretch of houses! Today, whoa, it knocked my senses! I dunno how to describe the houses, really..
AMAZING!

I came back home and he went for tennis. And he's mad. He's just gone for a run! Oh my..
Tennis players.. ahh.. back muscles!! oooh ahhh.. ohhh yeaahh! Show me some skin, baby!!
Yum yumm!! Oh oh.. biceps! Woah yes! Ohh Yes!! Thighs.. Mm Mmmm! --------
7TH JULY 2007, SATURDAY
GONG GONG'S B'DAY
Gong gong's (mum's godpa) birthday at the airport's Crystal Jade. I dunno.. I didn't quite like the food. I prefer traditional sharksfin to the crab roe-sharksfin soup. It was so-so. I might have preferred xiao long bao and other dim sum to the dishes that night.

It was a joyous occassion. I think that matters most. Gong gong was really happy cuz Ma ma (mum's godma) healthier and doing better. A while ago, she suffered from a temporary loss of memory and got everyone really worried. Gong gong and Claire(his great granddaughter) Mama, darius, Gong gong and Claire Claire claire really is an angel. She's really smart and adorable!! <3 Ah ma and me!! (: Melissa, Michelle, Sabrina, Adeline. Ed! Darius' always asking for u! He misses u!
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6TH JULY 2007, FRIDAY
LIBRARY 7TH FLOOR
with JS, Mel, Faris and Shah
Jia Sheng is a really really good friend! I wanted to borrow a book (Goblet of Fire) from him and told him I'll go to his place and get it from him. Instead, he said he'd come over and pass me, and told me to meet him at the busstop. I agreed. But no thanks to the 9pm show, I forgot it clean in 15mins! When he called me again, he was already at my doorstep!

Super niceee!! And it isn't the 1st time he's done such things for me, or any other close friends for the matter. JS, I heart you larrr!! :)
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30TH JUNE 2007, SATURDAY
Did Socio quiz with Jui Kern at Mac's, then in the afternoon, Chao Hoe came and find me. We headed down to Marine Parade.. the day Sammie's mum saw me! =D
He came back to my place and mummy was really surprised to see him. He dropped me off at CCSS then went to catch the football match between Australia and Singapore.
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CHAI CHEE SECONDARY SPEECH DAY 2007
Heider's effing old school film camera.
It says, "WOOZY!!" That's 4EB 2005! Yea, WOOZY! "On the eastern shores of Singapore stands Chai Chee secondary school......" Head prefect of CCSS 2005!! (=Miss Ong. I remember 4EB 2004 laughing like siao when she told us her email address. Tea leaf something something. Eddee, Mr Goh(Chemistry, i think), Mr Tan(he wasn't my Physics teacher but he helped me alot! and i hate his wife. lol) and me. My Ah Boon receving his prize He looks soo different in school uniform! So decent! ^.^ Terrence! I remember during swimming trainings, I used to laugh at him for being short. SHORT?? not anymore! Shucks!! I shouldn't have laughed at him. F***!
Yes, this shot purposely to show the height difference!

Everyone go Awwww!! Miss Haslynda(Eng & Lit) and Eddee Ed, Miss Has, me, Lubin, Heider, Stephan Mrs Geraldine Pereira(Literature)! She ain't sarcastic to me neemore! Quite motherly, really. I remember she used to call my mum all the time! 'cuz I was always not handing up my Lit HW! Urg! I hated Lit!
1st thing she asked me -- if I was still with that guy! lol. NOPE! haha Stephan, Feroz, Mrs Siva(Geography), ed, me, Lubin.
Heider and Huang Hui in front. Haha I love the next picture! Look at Heider!!
Pointing at Siong Chee. LOL!!!11 LUBIN!! He's a sweetheart (: Mrs Koh (Chemistry). She used to scold the class, "You stupid or what?!"
But she was a really good teacher who helped me greatly and I grew to like her. Mdm Catherine See, form teacher and Chinese teacher of 4EB 2005 MY Mr Foo Weng Hong!! Form teacher and PE teacher of 4EB 2004!
He's damn lame but we love him! His favourite line, "I'm dark, but I'm also very fair!"
He was always making us to jumping jacks and class cheer!
Poor LeeSan who was my partner then had to do soo many jumping jacks cuz of me!
"4EB!! We're the best! Nothing but the best! We will pass pass pass!!"
LOL!! 4EB 2005!! Love them!! They are aka the Simpang Gang!
Marilyn, jasline, Elin, mdm See, Feroz, Michelle, heider

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DANIEL AND DARIUS' B'DAY CELEBRATION
Then I went to 721 for Daniel's and Darius' birthday celebration. I just realised I took pics of soo many people.. but none of the birthday boys! OMG!!

That's mummy(right) and one of my favourite aunts!
here's a few of my cousins-- Kenneth, Justin, Jasper. Ken, Justin, Per per and me! Oops! one sister missing. And that's my Ah Ma in the middle! Smiling so happily =D

STICKY CHEWY CHOCOLATE

2007-07-10T00:25:00.000+08:00

Mondays.. the day for the ex-classmates. And today, we bored ourselves to death in Finance lecture, then wasted a lot of time at Jupiter Cafe. Mediocre food which took forever to be served. Kenny was nice, he got us Secret Recipe cakes... cheese cakes! chocolate cakes! yippey!
Allll daaaa wayyyy frooommmmm Malayyyssiaaaa!

I didn't want to join them for activities at East Coast Park, cuz that would mean I'd be late for work. But! I went anyway. We ALWAYS get split up during the activities! Today, everyone cycled. So many army guys sia!! *drools* but they all look the same to me leh. Only Jenny managed to see their faces! Dam.

Valencia fell down pretty badly, and we only heard about her collsion with another bicycle when we were outside NSRCC. The girls were convinced that Kenny was playing a trick on them, like he normally would. But no! It was true.

Me... I dunno WTF I was doing.. I jam break-ed and my body flew forward.. now, i got a really loooong bruise and abrasions on my right thigh. I didn't even fall to the ground! I merely hit the handle bar and it already looks this bad. Geesh~

Kenny & I left early and had some really interesting conversations on our way out *wink*

And yes, I was late for work! Sherlyn too. We reached the airport only at 7:30pm! Half an hour late, so we decided not to go to the Swiss Airline lane. We were supposed to be there from 7 to 8pm. Damn bold, we went to have dinner at BK, then went to the office. Strolled about a bit before we went to Lufthansa's lane. But not bad.. we were late.. but we show results to make up for it!

Wei Hao came to find me after work. 3 of us went down to Swensen's for ice creams! Sticky chewy chocolate! Cookie summit! woah!! Yea, today's a pig out day. The last time I saw Wei Hao was when I was still working at IRN! That's roughly 2 years ago! When he walked towards me, he reminds me of Yi Hao. lol. Broad shoulders and all. Anyone wanna join California Fitness can look for him. Quite honoured to be asked out by a guy who works crazy hours and has only one off day. haha.
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Stress stress. The workload never decreases. Many many many things to do.
And I'm being the Nua-queen.
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'Specially for 1B21
Please, u people. Don't keep on saying about me and duck(err.. lol) OK?! There's NOTHING going on AT ALL! Friends. You know? New friends somemore. No sparks, no chemistry, nothing! You guys uh, keep telling me he's a good guy and all.. but.. no link la! You people can go on forever leh!! Say so much I shy leh! REALLLY!! =( Esp you, Kenny, you say the most, but after today I think you should know better right? So STOP ok? Don't gossip gossip uh! No scandal lar!! Michelle is so the not promiscuous one can?! heh heh. ;P
I Love You Guys la.. ♥

DOWN ARROW

2007-07-06T01:59:00.000+08:00

More MOS One Half party picturesWe all looked pretty shitty. Whatever.And from MKOP.

Have you ever felt down over nothing?
Just a strange mix of loneliness and boredom and stress and frustration and sadness and happiness too (wtf),
and you don't feel like going into bed.
Just hanging around, waiting for time to pass.
Last week was like that. So was the week before.
I went to bed only at 6 in the morning, just before mummy got up.

Thursday was the 1st day/evening of work. In hope to shorten those lonely lonely days/nights with nothing to do.. Before I die of boredom and depression. And good pay. And some (angmoh) eye candies maybe? People envy me. hah.

Grumpy me. grump frump frump.
Gotta be up in less than 5.
I'm gonna pop the pills and hit the sacks.
Down and out. Over and out.

I hear Eggbert calling me. Is this insane?

SIG-LAP AHH

2007-07-04T12:57:00.000+08:00

Just came back from mee pok dinner with my girlies! Long time since I saw Gracy! We haven't eaten there as a group since secondary school days! Missed it like I've never missed anything before. Missed them. Missed the mee pok and the talks. We sat at the coffeeshop and talked for hours! Then Sherlyn & I had corridor conversation again! I dunno why, we just HAVE to stand there and talk.

I skipped MBS today. Wednesdays are the longest, but such a waste of time. Public speaking.. My 3 minute speech became a 2:34min speech cuz i spoke too quickly! Shit. Anyway, I came home, did the finishing touches to my basic entrepreneurship project, sent my public speaking speech to my teacher and then SLEPT! Woke up feeling so shiok! I slept all the way till 6:30, when I was supposed to meet the girls at Siglap at 7! BUT!.. I was in time to meet the girls on bus 14 as the bus took super long to get to my place!
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And last sunday, I was at the same coffee shop too! Met the cousin and his gf there. Jui Kern and I took damn long to find a plug, and ended up at Secret Recipe and used the plug for their radio. James & Si Ying sent us back. After they alighted me, they asked him a lotta nonsense!
Damn cuckoo! That was the 1st time Jui Kern went to Siglap! And he's been staying in the east for more than 2 years! Like which person living in the east doesn't know where Siglap is? Who has never been to Siglap? lol.

GOO GOO GA GAA

2007-07-03T01:34:00.000+08:00

I live a sad life. Nobody wants to watch Transformers with meee!
NAO-BADDIE WANSTA WATCH TRANSFORMAZZ WIF MEEEEEE!!
Everyone's already watched it with their gf/bf/friends!
Arrgh! Couples.. no wonder I haven't been watching many movies of late.

Sherlyn said we MIGHT catch it together.
Just MAHH-BEEEEEE!!!!
Boohooooo!

And I is not happy! I is have putten on many many weight.
ME IS NAWWT A HAPPEEE GIRL!
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Just had another 'corridor conversation' with my darling sherlyn. from 9:30pm till midnight! Felt super comfortable even though we were standing up throughout! That's my love! Our neighbours must think we're mad!

ONE HALF

2007-07-01T18:06:00.000+08:00

Whoa! Last night I knocked out when I got home. I didn't even remove my makeup! Pimples pimples!
My day:
-Did Socio quiz with Juikern at Bedok Macs,
-went to Parkway with ChaoHoe (YES! He's back in S'pore!!),
-went back to CCSS for Speech Day,
-Daniel's and Darius' birthday celebration at 721.
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29TH JUNE 2007, FRIDAY
ONE HALF PARTY @ MOS WITH CCSS SWIMMERS
Jocelyn, Eddee, Jonathan, Jason, Michelle.

heh! lashes is love! <3 Joy & I @ Ah Boon's place. It was drizzling that night. With no umbrella, my hair got wet. Rain water's always my hair's enemy. Bad start.. so it was bad hair the whole night. Bah! Joy's hair was alright though. Lucky thing! In the cab. jason, michelle n jocelyn We got freebies like CK's in2u perfume, durex condom as well as some vouchers. Before Eddee joined us. We had nothing to do, so we came out for turkish ice cream and have more rain water on our heads! Then best friend showed up! It was free entry before 10:30pm, and he reached the door a while after that. But he flashed the door bitch a mesmerising smile, and he got in for free! US. Once CCSS Swimmers. My JOY! See? bad hair! the boys! Retro room! We joined the crowd in the main arena as we read that $15,000 worth of prizes were to be given out. We stood under the balloons, waiting for them to drop. Prizes were written on slips of paper found in the balloons. Then it finally did! We got a free jug of Vodka RedBull and free entry for 10 people! lol. Then Eddee left, and headed to another club. Jon says I attract old ang moh guys to dance with us. Nah, I still think it's him & his dance moves. That angmoh was trying to follow all his moves!
There! His new friend!The couples on 54's dance floor that night were sooo annoying! Full on make out session and banging into us like nobody's business. Not one couple. We were surrounded by people like that! Irritants.

last week was more fun! =( boo to the deejays & annoying couples. loves to the people i went with.

SEC 4 2005 FRIENDS DAY

2007-07-01T16:05:00.000+08:00

24TH JUNE 2007, SUNDAY
SHOPPING WITH EDDEE
Early morning, I got a call from an idiot, asking me to shop with him. I oni had 3 hours of sleep cuz I got back late the night before, & I couldn't go back to sleep.

In Esprit's changing room. Eddee's shy...

NOT!!!! We spent about an hour in Esprit! There was a guy there with his gf. For some reason, he kept looking at us. And we couldn't stop looking at him too. For me, it's cuz he has good built and pretty good looking. The manly sort of guy. Eddee says he resembled someone but couldn't put his finger to it. And after a really long time, he told me he resembled my exbf. Well.. yeah, the forehead and eyes. Esp from the side view. And more and more and more shopping!I'm officially broke!
I shop so much these days that mummy asks if guys are buying clothes for me! LOL.
At the busstop, we met Ah Boon! Ah Boon missed Ah Bin soo much he kissed him!--------
SHEILA - BACK IN SINGAPORE
SIMPANG WITH CCSS SEC 4 2005

Ed and I took a bus down to Simpang to meet Sheila, who's back in town, Heider and Alif! Been soo long since I saw Sheila and Alif!
I miss Sheila sooo much! She came over from Indo for a few days. For shopping!!
Alif lost soooo much weight! His secret: Smoke & don't eat! Geesh!
Talking about the past and all.. sigh.. secondary school days were the best!

JE M'APPELLE MICHELLE

2007-06-29T00:27:00.000+08:00

The boys were mugging hard for French test yesterday. hahaha! Most guys will find it more difficult to learn French, as compared to girls.
Know Why??
Girls have something to look forward to in lectures and classes. They will also have more motivation to study French.
And Why is that so???
'cuz the girls have something (or rather someone) called Jerome to look forward to in class!
Yes! The oh-so-gorgeous Frenchman!
He's so good looking some guys wanna be him. Someone by the name of Jason is one of them! He was introduing himself as Jerome!

hahaha!
"Je m'appelle Jerome"
Yes, Jason.. keep on dreaming! =D

Jui Kern kept practicing the same few sentences that I remember those few lines! He just kept on asking if I'm French! And I'd say, no, I'm Singaporean! LOL. It went on almost all afternoon.

"Tu ae français?"
"No. Je suis Singapourien"

And Jason was confusing him by overloading his brain with unnecessary information! Like saying "You're a bitch" in French. Also, I think the couple making out a floor below us was another distraction to them. The guys were staring out of the glass window at them!
Don't deny it, Jason! hahaha!
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Gah! I haven't done my Socio quizes, my Socio project, my Basics of Entre project, my Public Speaking special occasion speech, and MBS project!

OMG-eeey!!!
And we just got a new project to work on! HRM again! I got back my HRM paper this morning.. much better than I expected.

MOS later! woo weee!

M-M-M-O-S

2007-06-25T20:42:00.000+08:00

1st day of school! Pretty ok, just a lot of things to do :(
ok jiasheng, don't shut up. happy?
JS tHE iNsAnEeE jslogy says:
didnt u realise i didnt even tag for so long
JS tHE iNsAnEeE jslogy says:
u asked me to shut up

23RD JUNE 2007, SATURDAY
DERYX'S BIRTHDAY AT MOS

More than half a year since I stepped into MOS.

That night, all I said to him was "Happy Birthday". The next time I saw him, he was dead drunk! He couldn't recognise anyone anymore! I had only gone to Smoove to an hour or so! By 1am, he was gone! Such a shame.. His bro had to send him home.
I didn't even get a picture of him!

Jonathan "Ah Boon" Sng & Jason Lim were there too! Haven't seen them in ages! I joined them in 54 (Retro room) when Cyndi & the others went to Smoove. I didn't really enjoy myself at Smoove, so I didn't wanna go back there. It was a blast at 54!

Seeing Ah Boon dance really pipes me up. Great dancer, he rocked the dancefloor & many ang moh guys came up & slapped him 5's. He promised his friend to leave at 3, but we ended up leaving more than an hour later! He kept on saying, "After this song, after this song"... We had soooo much fun with the stupidest dance moves!
On the way home, he even said he's gonna switch from R&B to Retro!
The whole night, he was laughing at me for getting picked up by some old angmoh guy!

One thing - 54's dancefloor was like suana!! Prespiration was dripping, following the arch of my eyebrows, down my face! Ah Boon & Jason had 2 layers of clothes on.. and you can imagine how hot they were feeling.

Cyndi & Michelle
Mitch, Cyndi & Tony My Ah Boon.. as handsome as ever! But 33333x better without the piercings.. Ah Boon & Me! Jason & me! CCSS Swimmers - Michelle, Jonathan, Jason Jon, Jason, Ashley Ah Boon.. this name stuck with him since Eddee commented he had the "Ah Boon face". That was way, way, wayyyy back in secondary school. And Ed got the name "Ah Bin". Jonathan.. I'm so used to calling him "Ah Boon" that sometimes I forget his name.. and other times I'd think his surname is Boon. Don't ask me why! Ahh.. nice seeing him. Miss him, miss the old days, miss his TINY, TIGHT, BRIGHT YELLOW SWIMMING TRUCKS that says AUSTRALIA!!

OOGLY GOOGLY GOO GOO

2007-06-22T02:51:00.000+08:00

22ND JUNE 2007, FRIDAY
BLADING AT EAST COAST WITH TONY
He 76-ed to Parkway. An hour long journey! Geesh! He said he hasn't blade in a long time & that he's lousy. Oh look how far ahead he was from me! HAH!

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21ST JUNE 2007. THURSDAY
SHOPPING WITH ANITA
SLAVES TO CLOTHES! We went to almost all Mango outlets in town, in search of a particular dress my dear Tata wants. At our last stop, we found out that they've kept the new collection & will only put it out on the shelves in July!!
My dear got so mad! haha! It's ok babe.. next time, next time! =D

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20TH JUNE 2007, WEDNESDAY
SECONDARY 4 (2005) GATHERING AT SAMUEL'S HOUSE
POTLUCK

This group of ppl are a mix of 4EA & 4EB 2005, & I loove them so! Imagine 20 years down the road & doing this. WOW!!

My Happy Pills! I Love Them! The foodstuff! Brownies, Bread pudding, Doughnuts, Spaghetti, Bee hoon, Potato salad, Finger foods! Best Pig-Out! 4EA + 4EB 2005
From left: Me, Eddee, Samuel Yeo, Chloe(yeo's gf), Mary, Meiyin, Hanani, Samuel Huang.Pig Out like there's no tomorrow, Tennis & Boxing on Nitendo Wii, Watch Michael Jackson's music videos & trying to picture MJ having sex (LOL!), Taboo, Lazing Around, A Lot Of Nonsense & Kinky Shits!

Couch Potatoes! In action! My so-called twin =)
WATCHED FANTASTIC 4 WITH DOMINIC
AFTER THE MOVIE, JOY JOY CAME TO ORCHARD TO MEET ME, & TONY PICKED US UP FROM THERE.
WE WENT ZOUK. A VERY LAST MINUTE DECISION.
We decided to go only after my movie! And Zouk/Phuture was really packed. All the botak heads there cuz they had Fall Out Parade (or sth liddat la) that day. Annoying!
And people seemed like giants yesterday. Maybe cuz I was wearing flats.. but they were really tall. We were at out usual 'air con spot' and there was a "giant" in front of us. He blocked off all the cold air! And that's only one example.
And in Zouk.. Trannies dancing on the podium! Pretty darn hawt!Jocelyn, Tony, Elson & Me.That night, Joy & I went back super early though, due to unforeseen circumstances. But I didn't sleep till 6am.
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19TH JUNE 2007, TUESDAY
DINNER AT LAGOON FOOD CENTRE
with eddee, feroz & dixie(roz's gf)
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9TH JUNE 2007, SATURDAY
Went to Aranda with Daniel for a swim, then headed to Aljunied for our 1st diving theory lesson! 3 hour long! And rather boring!
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8TH JUNE 2007, FRIDAY

SHOPPING WITH 1B21

The girls shopped while the guys waited! haha.

DXO LADIES NIGHT

Met Joy & Gin at the Esplanade & we sat by the Singapore River & waited for time to pass.

At around midnight, Tony who was in the area, joined us.

Quite a boring night at DXO & we left before closing.

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3RD JUNE 2007, SUNDAY
DINNER WITH FAMILY, INDIAN FOOD

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11TH MAY 2007, TUESDAY
EAST COAST PARK WITH 1B21
BLADING/CYCLING, MACDONALD'S, VIKING, KING'S GAME

Bedok Jetty in the evening.
It was damn fun! Chee How was so scared he was trembling! heh heh! King's Game!! 1B21, I Heart! Gone Insane. Jenny, Kenny, Calvin & Me.

LIFE

2007-06-20T09:10:00.000+08:00

While I was tossing & turning in bed last night, I was thinking...
of the times when I'm truly happy & relaxed.
It's my getaway trips to Pulau Aur and Pulau Dayang. So relaxing there & that's when I'm me. I think I'm a different person there & back here.
And I prefer myself there.
If I could have a life like that, I'd give up whatever night life I have. I'd gladly sleep at 10 every night and wake up at 7 in the morning for breakfast & a morning swim.
I feel at ease there. I sleep well there.
I forget all unhappiness there.

That's how life should be.
Ahh.. Sun, Sand & Sea.
Where I want to be...

When will my next island getaway be?
Next hol?
No. Make it tomorrow, please. ASAP!
*
Joshua's going diving in Krabi this July. So envious can? FOUR days!!
SHIOK!!!
Well, he deserves it after all his hard work. And I don't deserve it! haha. Ahhh.. I'm still jealous!

DADDY

2007-06-18T15:18:00.000+08:00

Taken on Father's Day. That's yesterday.
I attempted to take a picture of daddy on the way back from Malaysia, but it was on Video mode instead. So this is the outcome. Stupid facial expression of his! HAHAHA!
My daddy's cute! =D

PULAU AUR- SEBUKANG JETTY
MALAYSIA

The trip to Aur was enjoyable, but really tiring. There were times I just wanted to give up.. especially when i was having a terrible headache and couldn't equalize my ears to dive deeper. T tried for quite a long time, but I just couldn't get the air to equalize! The feeling was horrible. Thank goodness daddy and uncle johnny was there for me all the time. And thank god for the guys who always made sure I had an oxygen tank when we had to kit-up, and helping me lift it up all the time. And all the people who always remind me to turn on the oxygen tank before every dive, or I wouldn't be here. I kept forgetting to turn it on!, and always only realise it seconds before I make my dive. Also, thank Daniel, my cousin-cum-dive buddy for helping me throughout the trip. At 14, he's a real gentleman! On the whole.. It was good experience.

I took very few pictures this time, compared to the Dayang trip in March. Underwater photographs & videos with uncle johnny, so hopefully i get my hands on them. I still prefer Dayang to Aur. The beach, waters, and food at Dayang's better!! haha!

I haven't had enough of diving! =C And I love love LOOVE the cats at Aur!

FAREWELL

2007-06-15T02:48:00.001+08:00

And here's a song to lull u all to sleep after I've gone.
*
Goodnight, my love, to every hour in every day
Goodnight, always, to all thats pure that's in your heart

BREATHING IN WATER

2007-06-14T15:32:00.000+08:00

... is fun!

The shortest post EVER. who-wee!

MAXIMUM PLEASURE

2007-06-13T01:01:00.001+08:00

Shopping with Anita was GREAT!

Hello dearie! I missed u! =D And we'll shop again sooon!! Hello again! U look sweet! <3 id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5075252621069738130" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_Mt9zNWrv_q8/Rm7rXng7YJI/AAAAAAAABpE/j5wHniqnHaA/s400/IMG_4227.JPG" border="0"> Food was just GREAT!Bumped into joy joy--------
maximum pleasure
water pleasure
increase pleasure

pleasure = pressure =.="
i've sat in for 6 hrs of George Lee talking about pleasures and cha ku ji(jacuzzi).. and Daniel made me laugh like mad. I laughed so much I felt bad for laughing at him. Other than laughing, I was prolly stoning or dozing off.
b.o.r.i.n.g.
his introduction to naui took forever & his last chapter took less than 2 mins!
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Going Back A Year

Happy birthday Gerald & Wen Hui!
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Joshua still gets lost in the east! I have to keep reminding him it's avenue 3, not avenue 2! After so long, he still expects me to direct him to places in the East! And grumbles when I don't remind him when to turn! Cuteness. He's stopped training; he is getting pudgy and I'm not the one complaining! He says 3 weeks and he'll be back into shape. We'll see.. I'll see.

There's this strange feeling within.
And what's with life n all the problems it comes with?
Tony says it's part n parcel of life.. all hav to Go through it
Oh well..

THE INNOCENCE OF A YOUNG GIRL

2007-06-10T00:51:00.000+08:00

Recently, I got to know, or rather re-know a friend. Alot of memories from my childhood-to-teenage years came back.

Crushes. Blushing & feeling embarrassed when your name and someone of the opposite sex are mentioned in the same sentence. The constant teasing by friends. Your denying of feelings for the person (whether it's true or not was a different thing altogether). The shy smile... ...

I mean who has crushes these days?

I like the idea of that though.. being young, crushing on someone of the opposite sex for the 1st time, being shy around the person.. Nothing complicated. Just pure like. sigh~

If only life was as simple as that. How nice is that?
Woo-woo-wa.

D TO THE X TO THE O

2007-06-09T14:51:00.000+08:00

don't think so..

dxo last night was B-O-R-I-N-G! we almost fell asleep there! really. the music was pretty good.. but the crowd n the atmosphere.. disappointing!
but it was the FIRST time ever clubbing with gin! :) it's damn shiok wearing so slack to club! shorts!! (= dxo was so hot, i was missing my 'air-con spot' at phuture!

Rachel, Victoria, Sherilyn, Michelle, YiGin, Jocelyn, Tony
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[edit] i forgot to add! the classmates(or rather the ex-calssmates but i'm so used to calling them my classmates) went shopping! actually, it was the girls doing the shopping, and the guys doing the waiting. the guys were angels! they stood or sat outside the shops we were in, for the whole day! i think we took exceptionally long in Mango & we did quite a lot of walking. i'm sure they were pretty tired after that. haha. sorry guys, i love u all! u people are so, so nice! =D

more pictures soon!

*
should i cut cut? err..

TO EASE THE HEADACHE

2007-06-07T19:27:00.000+08:00

MAMBO WITH HRM

2007-06-06T23:44:00.000+08:00

at 23:48
I think I've gotten everyone into the mambo mood.

OOPS!!

since last night.. sending mambo songs instead of studying.
I've actually sent a couple of friends ALL the mambo songs I have!

hmm.. but this is what Jason says...
mambo jumbo!! says:
its good!
mambo jumbo!! says:
we're clubbing on msn at home!
Michmatherji~ Tell Me, Why Am I Not In Zouk? says:
LOL!!
mambo jumbo!! says:
eh actually the mambo jumbo mood is helping me concentrate better

*
ocean blue says:
i'm like bouncing la

err okay. someone get me into studying mood.
chop chop!

MBS MADNESS

2007-06-06T11:26:00.000+08:00

i was eating a fruit this morning,
munch munch munch
munch munch munch
when my friend asked me what i was doing.
i typed.. "i am eating"... ...
i couldn't figure out what i was eating!
pear? apple? apple? pear?

i swear it's MBS. my brain is no longer functioning.
great! and MBS is this afternoon!

system development, hardware, software.
the blah, the blah, the blah.
*
No partying until Friday.
I was asked to go for the party at Play tomorrow,
but I can't go.
no mambo-ing tonight, no Play tomorrow.
sigh~ all I can do is dance at home.
alone. on my study table. with my HRM notes.
boohoo.

PRE-MID SEM

2007-06-05T21:46:00.000+08:00

I think, while everyone else was mugging,
Ed & I were at ECP, blading & Subway-ing.
Shiok!!
All the best peeps!
You know I LOOVE y'all!!
Cheers!

DON'T BE IRRITATING

2007-06-04T20:33:00.000+08:00

i'm supposed to be studying but wtf la

"sometimes i don't know why i do the things i do"
(Jan 2007) it used to be that way.
now it's more of a
"i know what i'm doing but i really don't care why i do it" kinda thing.
somewhere along the line, life lost its meaning.

"love is all about acceptance"
i can no longer see myself being accepted for who i am
thus... ...

thinking about the person i am now makes me wanna cry sometimes
thought of changing back to who i used to be, but there isn't really anything for me to go back to
i know i've hurt a lot of those who care, but i just can't bring myself to care
the more they care, the more it irritates me
i think i'll continue playing

i just want a cat i can cuddle with
only then will i be sane
i miss fei fei *meow*

PLAYTIME

2007-06-03T14:57:00.000+08:00

Sweetheart & I went to Casafina to study. Joy drew the Disney characters.. and she said she studied! tsk tsk! haha okok she was good. she studied. (= End of Part1 studying, we went to Siglap to have our meepok! We used to go there so often during our sec school days..Part2 studying at Casafina
We got bored & went to havoc the playroom!

The security uncle chased us out of the room at 11pm. I went over to her place while waiting for Joshua to pick me up. She was babbling about the tau hueh craving, then her fren went with her to have her Geylang beancurd!
I thought he was a girl! hahaha~

Joshua.. haven't seen him for about 3months already!
Apparently I gave him the wrong directions.. he said i told him to go by CTE instead of ECP, but I dont think so. In my dictionary, there's only ECP & PIE! haha.
Then he act smart.. he went by Mountbatten Road which got him all lost! I even had to tell him the number of the busstop I was at so he could find me! Crazy fella~
By then it was pretty late & we didn't know where to head to. We ended up driving around singing stupid songs. I think the distance we covered was able to bring us to Jurong.. but we just circled the Bedok/Marine Parade area. We past the busstop he picked me from (outside joy's place) at least 4 times!
I'll not be surprised if he hates the east after last night. (=

FEAST ONE'S EYES

2007-06-02T11:13:00.000+08:00

an old picture taken at Arab Street http://hotguyblog.blogspot.com/
haha just stumbled upon this website. Eyes feast!
phew weet~

30TH MAY 2007, WEDNESDAY
Lunch with Ed & he made me wear the Shrek ears in Design canteen, making everyone around stare at me. so malu! haha!hello best friend!lunch was a good chance to catch up on each other's lives. Love ya babe! *spank*
Gerald & me during Apel before I dozed off.
A WEEK BEFORE

i miss those falsies~
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oh yes, and i managed to meet my anitatata last tuesday in the library. haven't seen her in a dreadfully long time!

way back into love

GIVE IT TO ME

2007-06-01T19:52:00.000+08:00

This morning's HRM roleplay

After HRM, we went to try out the new cafe, Sugarloaf, beside the swimming pool. There, Hospitality & tourism management students serve you. But I'm not satisfied with that place. Not one bit pleased. i feel that there were wayy too many HTM students "working" there & left us very little room to walk. and the food didn't really satisfy me.. maybe cuz i was too hungry & all the food there seemed too light for my huge stomach.

Sherilyn & Ed told me the new restaurant was cheap & good. i thought they were referring to sugarloaf. but no, they meant the restaurant one floor above. darn! i'll try it when school re-opens.

anyway, at sugarloaf, i met bryan kheh (one of those HTM students) who was on duty. he "booked" me out to his friend's birthday party 2 weeks from now. again, i won't know anyone there & i hope he won't make me drink like the previous time.. i can't wait for next week to pass. one more week.. and tests will be over!

but now, no.
no partying next week.
study.
study study study.
i'm going to sleep now.
hah! the irony.

The project group, missing Leslie.
From left: Yane, Jason, Leong Eng, Me & Gerald.da-ling & xiao-ling Hello sweetheart! <3
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31ST MAY 2007, THURSDAY
Vesak Day at Uncle John's place
i had the BEST steamboat with dad's friends last night! the beef & pork were just delicious! uncle nik said the pork's from a black pig & it really tasted better! SHIOK!! ScoutMurphy
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30TH MAY 2007, WEDNESDAY
if you see us in the club we'll be acting real nice
if you see us on the floor you'll be watchin all night
we ain't here to hurt nobody
so give it to me give it to me give it to me
wanna see you work your body
so give it to me give it to me give it to me the queue outside zouk was already very long at 9pm! yes, we were there at NINE!! i thought that it was very kaisu of cyndi to want to go so early.. but no. so many people were there earlier than us! after much waiting & phone calls made, we managed to get in at 9.40pm.

sadly, no ladies' night. it doesn't apply to the eve of a public holiday.

it was kinda crazy. it's like everyone was at zouk or something. i went to socio class that morning & i was talking to a couple of guys and they all had plans to go to zouk! yeah! the place was jammed packed! loads of people couldn't enter. like vickie.. she came down to find me, but she couldn't get in, so she went off again. i also saw many TP people at the door, but couldn't enter. there was even a problem re-entering!

initially, it was fun in phuture. then it started to get crowded & full of ah lians & bengs. so we hopped over to zouk & had the time of our lives there! the music was super high! really really fun! and it ended later than usual too! all was good other than the bartender who asked for a kiss just to get a glass of water. me, cyndi, tony & joy joy cyndi, me. joy, tony & wilson cyndi, xiao wei, me & joy my sweetheart~

I dreamt of you last night
You asked why we haven't spoken in such a long time

SWATCH FIVB BEACH VOLLEYBALL WORLD TOUR 2007

2007-05-31T14:16:00.000+08:00

24TH - 26TH MAY 2007, THURSDAY TO SATURDAY

so apparently one bottle of Fiji water costs $13. Insanity. And the players use this to gargle their mouth and wash their hands.. geesh! me, eunice & wei chuan Ushers are us

Was an usher for the event. And I was in-charge of the VIP & Gallery area, so I got to SIT IN THE SHADE & watch the match! Thurs & Fri was damn slack cuz there weren't many people. so i practically sat at one of the best seats the whole day & watched the games! That's why I got to take soo many pictures. like 300 pictures in 3 days! the 3 days, i was either with Jia Wei or Rino & they were snatching my camera to snap pictures of the very beautiful Talita!

The Singapore Team The Japanese2 of my favourite players, from China & Brazil.
From China, Wang Jie.

From Brazil, Talita.

Then Wang Jie again

And Talita

and wang jie

and talita again

hahaha. They are sooo HAWT!

one of the most interesting & gan chiong match- China VS Brazil.

China's ranked no 1 in the world & Brazil 3rd.
OMG she's so damn tall!

With the Brazilian team Jia Wei LOVES!

sadly, i didn't go on the last day. was lazy to. that was after a full night (till 0630) of HRM report writing. kinda regretted not going.

BASIC THEORY TEST

2007-05-28T18:15:00.000+08:00

PASSED
WOOHOOO~

FOUR FOURTY AM

2007-05-28T04:39:00.000+08:00

Four Fourty.
I'm so tired I can't spell properly.

It's 4.40am. Just compiled all the HRM stuffs. So damn tired. Need to wake up in 2 hours time to submit the darn report.

Suddenly thought of 2 people I love & care for..

Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you
Or are you goin' back to the one you love?
Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you
Someone's gonna thank the stars above

HRM COMPLETED!

BREATHE

2007-05-23T22:47:00.000+08:00

TAKE THAT, HRM! I have trouble breathing these few days. It's coming back. Shucks.
I have to breathe so deep that my body shudders.
It's pretty bad.
It's tiring breathing like that.. =( sigh~

And I don't think I'll get enough sleep for the next few weeks. Projects & exams are a bad combination. Thank god no more roller coaster rides (& I hope there won't be any). They used to come at all the wrong times.

Ok, pictures of yesterday's cam whoring session in the library.. then chiong time! Leave Of Absence for today (wed) to friday. Swatch volleyball world tour starts on thurs. I have LOA for nothing today, but i have to go school for public speaking test & chiong project ah!! Damn scared we won't be able to complete it.